Behind these hazeleyes

What do I do when I feel trapped in a corner?

Whatever I do in this situation is hurting someone.

I don´t want anyone to hurt, but I can´t go on living a life where I do not listen to my heart.

I want to be accpeted for who I am.

I don´t want to play a role of someone else to satisfie another person.

I hope for a miracle in this situation.

Love and light
Jessica

On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...

. .that just when it looks like life is falling apart, it may

be falling together for the first time.

I have learned to trust the process of life, and not so

much the outcome. Destinations have not nearly as

much value as journeys.

So maybe you should let things fall apart at this

juncture if that's what's happening. Don't hang on so

tenaciously. The nice thing about things falling apart is

that you can pick up only the pieces that you want...

...and you know exactly why I told you this today...

hope once again

I begin to have hope once again that everything is going to be OK in the end. I have had a hard time but I can now see the light in the tunnel. But it feels it too good to be true somehow. But I still hope for a miracle it´s kind of shaky right now.
I have recently started to work with help from a goverment project. Not much money, but I can test my dreamjob which is doing reiki and massage and help people as I myself have been helped in different ways.
This work is going to last until march and after that I will see if I can open up my own buisness.
Otherwise I have to find another work on part time so I still can continue my dream.
I will not give up !!!

We can make a difference in someone elses life even if we don´t realize it sometimes.

Take care !!!

Love Jessica

I didn´t know my own strenght

A friend of my send me this video and this is how I feel right know. Like the bird in a cage ready to fly for the first time.

I didn´t know my own strenght




Love Jessica

Nickelback/ If today was your last day

Return to life

Today is a big day in my life.
I have been very down lately because I have felt trapped by circumstances that I couldn´t do anything about.
But now the luck has returned, it´s a miracle.

I can only say Halleluja !!!!