Saturday, February 28, 2009

View of life

We should appriciate even the small things in life and say thank you each day for what we have, like healthy children, running water, food on the table, not every human has that on this Earth.

I wish we all had the same chance from the beginning but we don´t.
We have to do the best of what we have in the moment and continue fighting for our cause.
Every change starts with ourself, noone else can do it for you.

If we think we are weak we are.
If we think we are strong, we can move mountains with our thoughts.
That is why we should choose our thoughts carefully.

I saw on Operah Winfreys show a time ago, it was about a young girl that had ben raped and forced to be a childsoldier and she was forced to shoot people.
She was rescued by a organization that gave her a education and a home and also therapy for her traumas.
That was a miracle for this child.
She had a dream to be a lawyer and save other children from theese things, to create some justice in this world.

We can also be a Earthangel in someone elses life when we reach out our hand, as someone else can be a Earthangel to us reaching out their hand.

Give and recieve the flow of energy.

We can all do something to make another humans day a little better.
We can´t continue just pass by and think that someone else is going to take charge of things, we can all do the best we can.

Love Jessica

Friday, February 27, 2009

Believing the impossible

Believing in the impossible - Part 2
Published
by
Paulo Coelho
on February 27, 2009

Even so, now and again we hear the following comment:
“I always believe in dreams, I often try to combat injustice, but I always end up disappointed.”
A warrior of light knows that certain impossible battles are worth fighting and so is not afraid of being disappointed, knowing as he does the power of his sword and the force of his love.

He vehemently rejects those who are unable to take decisions and are always trying to pass on to others the responsibility for all the bad that happens in the world.
If he does not fight against what is wrong – even if it seems beyond his strength – he will never find the right way.
My Iranian publisher, Arash Hejasi, once sent me a text that said:
“Today a heavy rainstorm caught me by surprise when I was walking down the street … thank God I had my umbrella and raincoat.
Except that they were both in my car, parked quite a distance away.
While I was running to get them I thought what a strange sign I was receiving from God –
we always have the necessary resources to face the storms that life prepares for us,
but most times these resources are locked away in the bottom of our heart and this makes us waste an enormous amount of time trying to find them,
so that when we finally find them, we have already been defeated by adversity.”
So, let us always be prepared; otherwise we will miss our chance, or lose the battle.
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My comment:

Don´t ever give up, just keep on trying, do the best you can :-)
Then you know at least you did your best and you can be proud of yourself, even if the outcome sometimes isn´t the one you expected.

It is the intention that counts …. God knows ;-)
At last yor effort pais off in one way or another.God work in mysterious ways,

we have to be open for whatever miracle comes our way :-)
I believe in miracles even though I sometimes can feel like I live in a Saga … maybe I do *LOL*?


We create the world we live in, that is why we need to change our thoughts to more loving thoughts all of us,if that is the world we want to live in.
I want more love and more sharing in the world anyway, so I will do what I can.
We have to be the change we want, and I hope more and more people will wake up, then we can create even larger miracles :-)
What we think, and then what we do in action, that becomes our reality.

It start with our thoughts that is why we should choose our thoughts carefully.

Love and light Jessica

Song of today


Anastacia - Heavy on my heart

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Quote of the day from Paulo Coelho 26 February

Quote of the Day
Published
by
Paulo Coelho
on February 26, 2009

God is love, generosity and forgiveness; if we believe in this, we will never allow our weaknesses to paralyse us.(The Valkyries)
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I know God is :-)
I just wished that more people where like this also.
Maybe one day soon ;-)
We have to do our best, and also forgive ourself for our trespasses as we should forgive others for theirs.
But sometimes I get so tired and sad that so many people don´t even try.
They close their eyes and choose not to see, just thinking of themself.
What do I get out of this?
I think what goes around comes around.
We need the flow of energy, give and recieve, energy in motion.
Please wake up I want to say !!!!
We have to help each other and support each other!!!
The next time it is your turn to recieve some help, so please lend your neigbour a hand when you can.
Even the smallest thing can make someone elses day better.
Sometimes we are the Earthangels, sometime another human is a Earthangel to you :-)
Love Jessica

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Quote of the day from Paulo Coelho 25 February

Quote of the Day
Published
by
Paulo Coelho
on February 25, 2009

In all the languages in the world, there is the same proverb: “What the eyes don’t see, the heart doesn’t grieve over.” Well, I say that there isn’t an ounce of truth in it. The further off they are, the closer to the heart are all those feelings that we try to repress and forget.(Eleven Minutes)
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I agree with your view Paulo ….

You can try to forget things, try to erase it from your memory, but sooner or later everything explods in some way.
The body has cellmemories, in my case some of the pain in my body depends on that I had supressed my feelings for a long time.
I began a process two years ago to heal my wounds, and I have come a long way, but will I ever be finished?
I don´t know, but I have to try, the best way for me has been going to healing, yoga, writing and talking with a “mentor”.
But I can´t let it happen again, I have to deal with things immediatly or as soon as possible.
And also stand up for my beliefs no matter what, there is no other way.
We can not hide from our emotions and just go on.
Sooner or later they will catch up with us.
So it´s better to react and feel immediatly then supress your feelings so they don´t explode in the “wrong” moment.
For me it was about surviving long time ago (to supress my feelings), but not any longer.
I have to take the bull by the horn and look fear in the eye, otherwise fear is going to follow me rest of my life.
I have find some ways to have courage and faith and one way is your books and your blog Paulo.We (me and many others) are so blessed to have you on this Earth doing the things you do :-)

Love and courage
Jessica

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

living side by side

Now I will tocuh a subject that maybe some men can feel intimitaded by.
But that is not my intention.
I want balance and harmony in my world, because we are all worth the same.

We all have the same chance to follow our dream, no one is better then the other, remember we are all one in a sense.
Yesterday I was so sad because my fiance said some things that hurt me very much.
I don´t know why, but I think he is afraid.
Maybe he is afraid that if I can stand on my own two feets I will leave him.

But for me the problem is the other way around.
If he is not proud of me and if he try to put me down to think that I´m not capable of taking care of myself then I will maybe leave him.

Now when I have taken the bull by the horn, and standing my grounds following my heart, he is very nervous what I will do.

Why is it that many men having problems talking about their feelings?
I want to be able to communicate about everything between earth and heaven with the one I live with.

I also want some support, as much as I have supported him, I want him to do the same for me, but I can not force him.
I can only ask him for support, and if I don´t get it, I now how things will end up.

I feel that I can support myself and stand on my two own feets.
I feel calm in that, that whatever happens I will find a way to solve things.
It just so sad when all I want is to have a happy relationship and that we can share, give and take.
We should share everything, both responsabilities and joy.

But in the same time I also feel very lucky for all the miracles in my life and I know they happens for a reason.

Men should give us women a fair chance to follow our dream also.
Don´t be afraid when a women know what she wants, and they shouldn´t feel afraid that they loose power or whatever they think they loose.
Men will also gain, if we instead live in balance side by side on the same level.
How can men be happy if the women are not?

No one is above the other, we should live side by side, supporting each other :-)

Let every man and women follow their own heart, free souls living side by side!!!

Love Jessica

Monday, February 23, 2009

Do our best

Just a thought that popped up in my mind:

Love starts with loving ourself first, and then we can flow over with love, not demanding love.
But in reality it doesn´t always is like this sadly.
There are many people with many wounds that needs to heal before we can have the world we want.

That is why we have to heal our own heart first then let it overflow to thoose around us :-)
It always start with yourself, if you are happy you can spread happiness.

I always try to live like this, but it is not easy all the time.
Then I need to meditatie and center myself again to go to the source within :-)
I do my best anyway, I cannot do anymore ;-)

Love Jessica

Saturday, February 21, 2009

meditation: peace within

I have meditated today and I once again find the peace within and serenity.
Going to the source is the only way to get in contact with your true feelings, when your outer world seems to be in chaos.

Find the peace within :-)

In the meditation:
I was in Cyprus, in a garden wathcing the beautiful sunset.
Around me where olivetreas, lemontreas and eukalyptustreas.
A warm breeze surrounds me.
I´m sitting on a veranda and enjoying life and write and paint, relaxed and happy.
Thinking this is was life is all about, enjoying the moment.
The nature around me, feeling one with the nature, and expressing my inner self.
Somebody is joining me, but I can´t really see who I can just feel the presence.

And now I´m going for a walk with my family and friend to the frozen lake nearby my house.I will bring some warm coofee and enjoy the moment :-)

Love
Jessica

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

thoughts on tuesday

I´m very tired today and I need more energy.
Maybe I should call my healer??
It´s like the schoemakers children …they never get new shoes ;-)

I usually call my healer to late.
I needed energy yesterday ;-)
Why is it that I forget myself *LOL*?

I will call her tomorrow ;-)

Love Jessica

Monday, February 16, 2009

A poem from the book "Wisdom book"

Each second you can be born once again.
Each second can be a new beginning.
It´s a choice.
Your choice.

~Clearwater~

Sunday, February 15, 2009

native indian quote

All birds, even those of the same species, are not alike, and it is the same with animals and with human beings.
The reason WakanTanka does not make two birds, or animals, or human beings exactly alike is because each is placed here by WakanTanka to be an independent individuality and to rely upon itself.

~Shooter Teton Sioux~

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Earthangels and miracles

In the last month amazing things has happened to me.
I can´t almost believe it .....
It´s like someone sended me Earthangels and miracles along my path.

I will write more about it very soon .... I just have to put my kids to bed first ;-)

Next day ....
When I have thought it over I will tell more about this in the right moment.
It still to personal some of the things that happened, so I´m still in a chock and I can´t believe it.
But I´m sure theese persons and situations is Earthangels and miracles ;-)

Right now when I write theese lines a bunch of birds landed on the tree outside my house, and one of them flew very close to the window and kind of looked at me.
It amazed me ..... and it´s also a rare bird in this area.
I take it as a sign that the miracles and Earthangels
are for real ;-)

I have prayed for miracles in my life, and now it begins to happen things.
My strong believe,faith and courage has been the key I believe.

I have never given up but I have tried to keep my spirit up even in the most dark moments.
Trying to see the light within, even how small that light has seemed.
I will never more doubt when "God" and "the angels" whispers to me.
I don´t belive anymore .... I know :-)

Love Jessica

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Reflections on life

I have realized that even I have acted from fear instead of taking the bull by the horn.
So I have to forgive myself for what I have done and I shell also forgive thoose who have hurted me because they also acted from fear.
We all have to take a step back and try to see things from another angle, not get caught in "one" view of life.

Give other people a second chance.
But don´t let them step all over you.
You have to stand up for your beliefs and tell them YOUR truth.
How else can other people have a chance to understand you?
If there is people who don´t want to see things from different angles, let them be, and continue on, on YOUR journey.

Release all the anger and worries, and release this people with love, and have assurance that they also one day is finding their light but in another way.
Find YOUR inner light and spread to thoose who want to have it, the other is taking another path.
Don´t be sad because thoose people don´t want to share YOUR light.
Have patience that they also one day have the courage to recieve the light, in this life or the next.
It is a purpose with everything that happens in your life, don´t worry about why, instead be grateful for everything you going through that has give you strenght and even more love to share.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

inspiration quotes

The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
~Eleanor Roosevelt ~

Commitment leads to action. Action brings your dream closer.
~Marcia Wieder~

To unpathed waters, undreamed shores.
~William Shakespeare~

Life is a pure flame,and we live by an invisible sun within us.
~Sir Thomas Brown~

reflection from Paulo Coelhos story about Buddha

Paulos story about Buddha
http://paulocoelhoblog.com/2009/02/10/a-short-story-about-buddha-part-2/

I have had some moments in my life when I became one with everything.
I don´t need to go anywhere just be.
I understand everything in thoose moments.I can´t explain the feeling.
It is wonderful :-)

But I have often forgot that feeling, because of external forces swayed me away I thought.
I now know that I have to find peace and serenity in myself and center myself … go to the source.
So my mission right now is to stay calm in every moment and just trust in what happens me is for the best for me.
Even though I don´t understand it right now, se the blessing within every situation.

We have to remember that we don´t have to suffer, if we listen to the signs and following our true path.We can´t choose everything that happens to us, but we can choose our reaction.
Don´t be swayed by others opinion of what is right for YOU :-)

I wished I had learned this years before, but better sometime then never ;-)

I have learned a lot of important lessons and nothing has been in vain.

Love and courage

Jessica

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Reflections on Paulo Coelhos quote of the day

Paulo Coelho
No one lights a lamp in order to hide it behind the door: the purpose of light is to create more light, to open people’s eyes, to reveal the marvels around.(The Witch of Portobello)

Grace
February 9, 2009 at 6:36 pm
Thank you for this reminder.
I feel like I have struggled with this my whole life.
With my family, friends, peers, and co-workers.
I find that I have done the work and never shown anyone or I don’t speak up to reveal my thoughts because they are different.
Or I don’t put in all of my effort to a task.
Or I don’t try to look my best because I prefer to stay “hidden.” My reasons for doing this are mostly fear based and therefore not good reasons.

Nancy
February 9, 2009 at 10:53 pm
Jessica, the quote from Nelson Mandela is amazing.
It is what most female warriors of the light need to hear and remember.
Maybe this is my experience but I felt from family and society that females are not to stand out, be leaders, hold very high positions, be adventurous. I
t is completely wrong.Grace, if you start to follow what Nelson Mandela said I will too.

Jessica
February 10, 2009 at 10:06 am
Grace and Nancy,
I agree with both of you :-)
We women need to stand up for our dreams and follow our heart.
Don´t let men put us down to be smaller then we are.
They should be happy that we are happy when we following our dream.
If women are happy men will be happy also :-)
Maybe some men are afraid of loosing power to women?
But that is not right …. we should live togetherand share our light !!!
It´s about balance and live in symbios with everything around us :-)
We should shine with our light and reach for the stars !!!!!
I have began my true path with courage, with inspiration from my friends.

Love Jessica

Monday, February 9, 2009

song of today unwritten



Natasha Bedingfield - Unwritten

I am unwritten,
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten, yeah

Oh, oh

I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines, oh yeah yeah
We've been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way oh, oh

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
the rest still unwritten

(Gospel)
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open *****
Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

The rest is still unwritten

Loneliness and sorrow

About loneliness and sorrow ....
Believe that this will also pass.
Believe in even the smallest miracle of life.
It happened to me this week 3 miracles, but also challenges.

But I choose to put my energy into the light and the miracles.
I believe in the law of attraction, where you put your energy there it goes.
So if you put your energy into negative thoughts, then you reicieve more negativity.

If you see the blessing within, then you see that this needed to happen to get you to your true path.
And then miracles begin to happen :-)
Stand still in the eye of the storm, to center yourself.

Have faith !!!

Much love from Jessica

Sunday, February 8, 2009

inspiration quotes

When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.

Helen Keller

thoughts about loneliness

Paulo Coelho wrote:

I begin to imagine how many millions of people at this very moment are feeling absolutely useless and miserable - no matter how rich, charming, enchanting they may be - because tonight they too are all alone, and last night too, and tomorrow they might be lonely as well.

Young people who have found nobody to go out with tonight, elderly people sitting in front of the TV as if it were the last hope of salvation, businessmen in their hotel rooms wondering whether what they do has any sense to it, since all that they feel at this moment is the despair of being all alone.

I remember a comment someone made during dinner: a recent divorcee said “now I have all the freedom I always dreamed of.” That’s a lie.
No-one wants that kind of freedom, all of us want a commitment, a person to be at our side to see the beauties of Geneva, discuss their views of life or even just share a sandwich.

Better to eat half a sandwich than a whole one without anyone to share anything with, not even a little bit of food. Better to be hungry than to be alone.
Because when you are alone - and I am talking about the loneliness that we do not choose, the loneliness that we are obliged to accept - it is as if we no longer belonged to the human race.
I start walking towards the beautiful hotel on the other river bank, with its super-comfortable room, its kind staff, its top-quality service.

Soon I will be asleep and tomorrow this strange sensation that for some reason or other overpowered me today will be no more than a memory, remote and odd, because I won’t have any more reason to say: I’m lonely.
On the way back I pass by other solitary people; they look either arrogant (because they prefer to pretend that they chose to be alone on such a beautiful evening) or sad (because they know that there is nothing worse in life).

I consider striking up a conversation with them, but I know that they are ashamed of their own loneliness. Maybe it is better for them to reach the limit and then understand how necessary it is to dare, to talk to strangers, to discover where to meet people, to avoid going home to watch TV or read a book - because if they do that the meaning of life will be lost, loneliness will have become a vice, and from then on the long way back to human companionship will no longer be found.

My comment:

The worst lonliness is when you are together with someone and not connect, but instead it feels like you live a parallell life and not a life of sharing.
Sharing is the key, to dare to open your heart to love.


But you cannot force anyone to open their heart, you can only show the way.
And if the other person don´t want to open their heart you have to surrender and let them discover this for themself.
It´s not your responsability to take care of them.

They need help to help themself, noone else can do it for them.
And if you don´t want to live without love you have to find love somewhere else, and share love with someone who wants to open their heart.

Love Jessica

Saturday, February 7, 2009

words of wisdom

Nature and wisdom never are at strife.

Plutarch

Everything is coming togehter like a puzzle

My life is like a dream right now.
Everything is coming together in many ways.

It seems like when I started follow my heart and my dreams, amazing oppurtunities and doors are opening for me.
I just have to have faith and walk thrue the doors
with courage :-)

And also important,standing in the eye of the storm calm and centered in my self.

I have had many signs in the last days.
I have meditated, and then the signs showed up in real life in different ways, and in miracelous ways.

If I tell them I think that noone will believe me.
But the important thing is that I understand them and that I believe in them.
They show me my path that I need to walk.

Love Jessica

Thursday, February 5, 2009

predestinated

This has been the strangest weak in my life so far.
So much has happened, from worries to pure happiness.
But I have stand still in the eye of the storm, because I know it has a meaning that I should learn tolerance, calm, courage and having faith in miracles.

It has made me feel everything has a meaning, and happens for a reason.
Making my faith stronger and stronger.
And I appricate both the small and the large miracles of life and thank God for sending me lesson to learn from, on my way.

Today I had a meeting with a new hair stylist and we had a immediate connection and it seemed thas this meeting happened for a reason. It was predestinated.
And on the way home when I drove I heard Natasha Bedingfields song "Unwritten" on the radio and the sun came forward from the clouds and made me have hope and faith and joy.

And when I came home I read on Paulo Coelhos blog as I usually do (he always motivates me, and all his other readers ofcourse, to follow our heart)
I had a shock, but a good shock, but I´m still chocked ;-)

I read:
Saint Joseph’s Party 2009
Again, this 19th March, the party will be held in Paris:
I am closing a small brasserie, so we can meet once more.
To allow some conversation, I limited the invitation to 120 people, being 90 of my long time friends (that came to the party for the past 20 years), and 30 readers.
From that 30 readers, I already invited 10, either because they became personal friends, or because they are constantly present in my social communities (like Vanhacker, Paul from Austria, Jessica, Thelma, Aditya,etc).

I just wondered why I was invited, but then I re-thought why not me ?
And now I´m thinking of how I will get there and so on, but I will have faith and trust in God that he will help me find a way :-)
I will not worry about things, what is meant to happen, happens.

I just have to add, in some way everything seems so unreal,
but in the same time I´m very happy and humble that I have a chance to meet one of my favourite authors that has inspired me a lot.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hh1jVK6LzW0

Love and gratitude Jessica

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

inspiration quotes

The question for each man to settle is not what he would do if he had means, time,
influence and educational advantages; the question is what he will do with the things he has.
The moment a young man ceases to dream or to bemoan his lack of opportunities and resolutely looks his conditions in the face, and resolves to change them,
he lays the corner-stone of a solid and honorable success.

~Hamilton Wright Mabie~

Commitment leads to action.
Action brings your dream closer.
~Marcia Wieder~

The fact is, that to do anything in the world worth doing, we must not stand back shivering and thinking of the cold and danger,
but jump in and scramble through as well as we can.
~Robert Cushing~

Every day do something that will inch you closer to a better tomorrow.
~Doug Firebaugh~

Monday, February 2, 2009

Song of today Unspoken



I hear daily news
People cry out for their freedom
My eyes turn to You
Don't they know, Lord, You can lead them

If we all pray for peace
Change will come I believe
As we face the unknown
God heals us when we're broken

He is there, use your voice
reach for him, make a choice
None of us are alone
Don't leave your heart unspoken

God heals us when we're broken
Don't leave your heart unspoken

I pray save our souls
Help us find a new direction
We're lost in the cold
Let Your arms be our protection

If we all pray for peace
Change will come I believe
As we face the unknown
God heals us when we're broken

He is there, use your voice
Raise Your Hands, make a choice
None of us are alone
Don't leave your heart unspoken

God heals us when we're broken
Don't leave your heart unspoken

Out of the dark
Into the light
He is there for us
With all of His might

He has the answers
He hears your prayers
Turn every corner
you'll find Him there

Don't leave your heart unspoken

If we all pray for peace
Change will come I believe
As we face the unknown
God heals us when we're broken

He is there, use your voice
Raise Your Hands, make a choice
None of us are alone
Don't leave your heart unspoken

God heals us when we're broken
Don't leave your heart unspoken

Humble and grateful

I´m so humble and grateful today.

Because last friday my oldest daughter fell on the ice and had a injury on her chin and she had to saw two stitches.

But it could have been worse, so I´m grateful that she have her teeths whole for example.
And today a person very close to me went to the doctor because he had pain when he peed.
And I had a thought that he could have prostata cancer.
But he only had a inflammation in the prostata.

So I´m happy and grateful because things could have been worse.
And today I was almost hitted by a truck that came over on the wrong side, but in the last minute I honked an he went back to his side of the road.


2008 and 2009 seems to be years of many things happening good and less good and also change, making me wake up.
Also making me develope courage, faith and patience and trusting in God, the guardian angles and the guides :-).

And I trust in them 100 %.

I believe in miracles :-)