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Thursday, June 3, 2010
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Quote of today 2010.05.30
There are two thing to aim at in life: first, to get what you want; and, after that, to enjoy it. Only the wisest of mankind achieve the second.
-Logan Pearsall Smith
-Logan Pearsall Smith
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Thoughts of today 2010.05.27
I try to leave the past ... to live in this moment ... and making plans for the future.
But today I will only relax on my free day :-)
But today I will only relax on my free day :-)
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
...that it doesn't have to be Leap Year for you to leap
into a new tomorrow.
A totally different you can emerge from a totally
different idea that you have about yourself. All it takes
is a decision to change your mind about Who You
Are and why you are here..
Perspective is everything. What would it take to
elevate your awareness on this day? Whatever it
would take, do that. Don't just think about it. Do it.
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Thank you Neale ... good reminder :-)
I´m on my way ... taking step by step !!
Monday, May 24, 2010
Result: Kamael
Kamael, his name meaning "he who sees God", he is listed as one of the seven truly powerful Angels who have the great honor of standing in the very presence of God.
Originally the God of War in Druid mythology, he is frequently referred to as the ruler of the planet Ma...rs, as well as one of the governing Angels of the seven planets.
Kamael serves as the mediator, taking prayers of Israel before the Angelic princes residing in the seventh heaven. Appears as a warrior dressed in a red tunic.
He wears green armour plates, an iron helmet and has large green wings.
He carries a scale of justice.
The most impressive trait of this Archangel is his knowledge of Karma.
Kamael can show you how to make up for bad karma and how to purify yourself in this incarnation. He teaches that there are many point of view to be honoured.
Helps you to make justice decisions where your point of view is combined with others.
He carries a message dont judge yourself harshly and dont be too demanding.
Originally the God of War in Druid mythology, he is frequently referred to as the ruler of the planet Ma...rs, as well as one of the governing Angels of the seven planets.
Kamael serves as the mediator, taking prayers of Israel before the Angelic princes residing in the seventh heaven. Appears as a warrior dressed in a red tunic.
He wears green armour plates, an iron helmet and has large green wings.
He carries a scale of justice.
The most impressive trait of this Archangel is his knowledge of Karma.
Kamael can show you how to make up for bad karma and how to purify yourself in this incarnation. He teaches that there are many point of view to be honoured.
Helps you to make justice decisions where your point of view is combined with others.
He carries a message dont judge yourself harshly and dont be too demanding.
Du får inte
You may not knock on my door
Unless you are prepared to enter
You may not remake my name
And start to call me for yours
And you can not walk on my path
Without showing me your goal
And do not steal from my goodness
To fill up your hole
And you can not tear down my walls
As I have carefully have built
If you do not protect my dreams
So that I can sleep safely
And you can not have me as a dream
When I want to be your reality
And you can not say that you hope
If you do not think you know
But you can take your time
To understand what it is you want
You may pray a prayer that the time
You need is enough
And you may gather your thoughts
So that two souls can find peace
And so that everything we promised
Ourselves, can grow
You can not breathe on my forehead
And do not make me fall more
If you can not then stand for
All the mess you give
And you can not touch my heart
As if everything was clear
But I would like nothing else
Than you to do everything at me soon
You may take your time(To understand what it is you want)
What is it you want?
You may pray a prayer that the time
You need is enough
And you may gather your thoughts
(So that two souls can find peace)
And so that everything we promised
Ourselves (can grow)
You may take your time
To understand what it is you want
(What do you want?)
You may pray a prayer that the time
You will need is enough
And you may gather your thoughts
So that two souls can find peace
And so that everything we promised
Ourselves (can grow)
And you can not touch my heart
As if everything was clear
But I have a strong wish
Than you to do everything at me soon
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Ultimate Accident
Chiyono and her bucket of water
It is not a certain sequence of causes that brings enlightenment.
Your search, your intense longing, your readiness to do anything--altogether perhaps they create a certain aroma around you in which that great accident becomes possible.
The nun Chiyono studied for years, but was unable to find enlightenment.
One night, she was carrying an old pail filled with water. As she was walking along, she was watching the full moon reflected in the pail of water.
Suddenly, the bamboo strips that held the pail together broke, and the pail fell apart.
The water rushed out; the moon's reflection disappeared--and Chiyono became enlightened.
She wrote this verse:
This way and that way I tried to keep the pail together,
hoping the weak bamboo would never break.
Suddenly the bottom fell out.
No more water; no more moon in the water--
emptiness in my hand.
Enlightenment is always like an accident because it is unpredictable--because you cannot manage it, you cannot cause it to happen.
But don't misunderstand me, because when I say enlightenment is just like an accident, I am not saying don't do anything to attain it.
The accident happens only to those who have been doing much for it--but it never happens because of their doing.
The doing is just a cause which creates the situation in them so they become accident-prone, that's all. That is the meaning of this beautiful happening.
I must tell you something about Chiyono. She was a very beautiful woman--when she was young, even the emperor and the princes were after her.
She refused because she wanted to be a lover only to the divine. She went from one monastery to another to become a nun; but even great masters refused--there were so many monks, and she was so beautiful that they would forget God and everything.
So everywhere the door was closed.
So what did Chiyono do? Finding no other way, she burned her face, scarred her whole face.
And then she went to a master; he couldn't even recognize whether she was a woman or a man.
Then she was accepted as a nun. She studied, meditated for thirty, forty years continuously.
Then suddenly, one night... she was looking at the moon reflected in the pail. Suddenly the pail fell down, the water rushed out, and the moon disappeared--and that became the trigger-point.
There is always a trigger-point from where the old disappears and the new starts, from where you are reborn. That became the trigger-point. Suddenly, the water rushed out and there was no moon. So she must have looked up--and the real moon was there.
Suddenly she became awakened to this fact, that everything was a reflection, an illusion, because it was seen through the mind. As the pail broke, the mind inside also broke.
It was ready. All that could be done had been done.
All that could be possible, she had done it. Nothing was left, she was ready, she had earned it. This ordinary incident became a trigger-point.
Suddenly the bottom fell out--it was an accident. No more water; no more moon in the water--emptiness in my hand.
And this is enlightenment: when emptiness is in your hand, when everything is empty, when there is nobody, not even you.
You have attained to the original face of Zen.
Detachment
Hakuin and the infant child
Go on feeling something in you that is the same no matter what happens on the periphery.
When someone is insulting you, focus yourself to the point where you are just listening to him--not doing anything, not reacting, just listening. He is insulting you.
And then someone is praising you--just listen. Insult-praise, honor-dishonor, just listen.
Your periphery will get disturbed. Look at that also, don't try to change it.
Look at it; remain deep in your center, looking from there.
You will have a detachment which is not forced, which is spontaneous, which is natural.
And once you have the feeling of the natural detachment, nothing can disturb you.
In a village where the great Zen master Hakuin was living, a girl became pregnant.
Her father bullied her for the name of her lover and, in the end, to escape punishment she told him it was Hakuin.
The father said no more, but when the time came and the child was born, he at once took the baby to Hakuin and threw it down.
"It seems that this is your child," he said, and he piled on every insult and sneer at the disgrace of the affair.
Hakuin only said, "Oh, is that so?" and took the baby in his arms.
Wherever he went thereafter, he took the baby, wrapped in the sleeve of his ragged robe. During rainy days and stormy nights he would go out to beg milk from the neighboring houses.
Many of his disciples, considering him fallen, turned against him and left.
And Hakuin said not a word.
Meantime, the mother found she could not bear the agony of separation from her child.
She confessed the name of the real father, and her own father rushed to Hakuin and prostrated himself, begging over and over for forgiveness. Hakuin said only, "Oh, is that so?" and gave him the child back.
For the ordinary man what others say matters too much, because he has nothing of his own. Whatever he thinks he is, is just a collection of opinions of other people.
Somebody has said, "You are beautiful," somebody has said, "You are intelligent," and he has been collecting all these. Hence he's always afraid: he should not behave in such a way that he loses his reputation, respectability.
He is always afraid of public opinion, what people will say, because all that he knows about himself is what people have said about him. If they take it back, they leave him naked.
Then he does not know who he is, ugly, beautiful, intelligent, unintelligent.
He has no idea, even vaguely, of his own being; he depends on others.
But the man of meditation has no need of others' opinions.
He knows himself, so it does not matter what others say.
Even if the whole world says something that goes against his own experience, he will simply laugh. At the most, that can be the only response.
But he is not going to take any step to change people's opinion. Who are they?
They don't know themselves and they are trying to label him. He will reject labeling.
He will simply say, "Whatever I am, I am, and this is the way I am going to be."
Go on feeling something in you that is the same no matter what happens on the periphery.
When someone is insulting you, focus yourself to the point where you are just listening to him--not doing anything, not reacting, just listening. He is insulting you.
And then someone is praising you--just listen. Insult-praise, honor-dishonor, just listen.
Your periphery will get disturbed. Look at that also, don't try to change it.
Look at it; remain deep in your center, looking from there.
You will have a detachment which is not forced, which is spontaneous, which is natural.
And once you have the feeling of the natural detachment, nothing can disturb you.
In a village where the great Zen master Hakuin was living, a girl became pregnant.
Her father bullied her for the name of her lover and, in the end, to escape punishment she told him it was Hakuin.
The father said no more, but when the time came and the child was born, he at once took the baby to Hakuin and threw it down.
"It seems that this is your child," he said, and he piled on every insult and sneer at the disgrace of the affair.
Hakuin only said, "Oh, is that so?" and took the baby in his arms.
Wherever he went thereafter, he took the baby, wrapped in the sleeve of his ragged robe. During rainy days and stormy nights he would go out to beg milk from the neighboring houses.
Many of his disciples, considering him fallen, turned against him and left.
And Hakuin said not a word.
Meantime, the mother found she could not bear the agony of separation from her child.
She confessed the name of the real father, and her own father rushed to Hakuin and prostrated himself, begging over and over for forgiveness. Hakuin said only, "Oh, is that so?" and gave him the child back.
For the ordinary man what others say matters too much, because he has nothing of his own. Whatever he thinks he is, is just a collection of opinions of other people.
Somebody has said, "You are beautiful," somebody has said, "You are intelligent," and he has been collecting all these. Hence he's always afraid: he should not behave in such a way that he loses his reputation, respectability.
He is always afraid of public opinion, what people will say, because all that he knows about himself is what people have said about him. If they take it back, they leave him naked.
Then he does not know who he is, ugly, beautiful, intelligent, unintelligent.
He has no idea, even vaguely, of his own being; he depends on others.
But the man of meditation has no need of others' opinions.
He knows himself, so it does not matter what others say.
Even if the whole world says something that goes against his own experience, he will simply laugh. At the most, that can be the only response.
But he is not going to take any step to change people's opinion. Who are they?
They don't know themselves and they are trying to label him. He will reject labeling.
He will simply say, "Whatever I am, I am, and this is the way I am going to be."
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Lakota Instructions for Living
Friend do it this way - that is,
whatever you do in life,
do the very best you can
with both your heart and mind.
And if you do it that way,
the Power Of The Universe
will come to your assistance,
if your heart and mind are in Unity.
When one sits in the Hoop Of The People,
one must be responsible because
All of Creation is related.
And the hurt of one is the hurt of all.
And the honor of one is the honor of all.
And whatever we do effects everything in the universe.
If you do it that way - that is,
if you truly join your heart and mind
as One - whatever you ask for,
that's the Way It's Going To Be.
//passed down from White Buffalo Calf Woman
Friend do it this way - that is,
whatever you do in life,
do the very best you can
with both your heart and mind.
And if you do it that way,
the Power Of The Universe
will come to your assistance,
if your heart and mind are in Unity.
When one sits in the Hoop Of The People,
one must be responsible because
All of Creation is related.
And the hurt of one is the hurt of all.
And the honor of one is the honor of all.
And whatever we do effects everything in the universe.
If you do it that way - that is,
if you truly join your heart and mind
as One - whatever you ask for,
that's the Way It's Going To Be.
//passed down from White Buffalo Calf Woman
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Image of today 2010.05.05
Found this image today. it spoke to me indeed :-)
The text that was written underneath the picture:
Ardhanarishvara,
or the viewing of the androgynous deity composed of Shiva and his consort Shakti/Parvati (commonly viewed as male and female halves of the same deity).
They are accompanied by a lion and a bull, which are symbols, respectively, of the solar and lunar; in contrast to the European conception, however, Shiva is seen as a “moon-man”,
while Parvati is a “sun-woman”, thus emphasizing the divisions within divisions.
The text that was written underneath the picture:
Ardhanarishvara,
or the viewing of the androgynous deity composed of Shiva and his consort Shakti/Parvati (commonly viewed as male and female halves of the same deity).
They are accompanied by a lion and a bull, which are symbols, respectively, of the solar and lunar; in contrast to the European conception, however, Shiva is seen as a “moon-man”,
while Parvati is a “sun-woman”, thus emphasizing the divisions within divisions.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
A little story about fragility of life 2010.05.02
When I came first to an car accident last year, I felt very afraid.
Then I told myself if it was you sitting in that car would you want some help then?
The answer was ofcourse yes, so I gathered courage and not knowing if someone was dead or really bad injured I had all kind of images in my head.
One person was bad injured and gas was running under the car.
But I was just acting, focusing on doing the best I could in this situation.
Then a ambulance helicopter came and firefighters and the police, then my knees was shaking and I saw that I had blood on my hands.
I was really shocked afterwards and it took me sometime to realize what I had done.
It could have been me in that accident because I was turning around for a paper that I forgot at home and that took me half a minute.
So I became aware once again how fragile our lifes can be, and that we should live the life to the fullest when we are here and help each other when we can.
Love Jessica
Then I told myself if it was you sitting in that car would you want some help then?
The answer was ofcourse yes, so I gathered courage and not knowing if someone was dead or really bad injured I had all kind of images in my head.
One person was bad injured and gas was running under the car.
But I was just acting, focusing on doing the best I could in this situation.
Then a ambulance helicopter came and firefighters and the police, then my knees was shaking and I saw that I had blood on my hands.
I was really shocked afterwards and it took me sometime to realize what I had done.
It could have been me in that accident because I was turning around for a paper that I forgot at home and that took me half a minute.
So I became aware once again how fragile our lifes can be, and that we should live the life to the fullest when we are here and help each other when we can.
Love Jessica
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Neale Donald Walsch inspiration 2010.04.29
On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
..that getting down on yourself is not the answer. Why
would you do to you what God would never do to you?
The few things you do not "get right" (whatever that is)
cannot compare to the things at which you excel. Do
you know that? You are kind, you are caring, you are
generous, you are sensitive, you are compassionate, you
are forgiving, you are more accepting than you know,
and more loving than you will give yourself credit for.
Now...what else is there?
Try to understand this: You are doing just fine. Better
than 'just fine.' You are excelling. You are magnificent,
you are wonderful! And God loves you to pieces!
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Hmmmm sometimes I just feel like I´m an idiot *LOL*
but maybe we all feel that way sometimes.
Today I was not, today I helped a lot of people, so I´m proud of myself :-)
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
thoughts of today 2010.04.21
We all stand in different perspectives and see things from different angles.
We should need a bird perspectvie to see things from above.
What is the truth ? Only different opinions and different believes I should say.
What a crazy world we live in.
All people live in their own truth and believes so I say believe what you want I don´t care anymore.
I know "my" truth that is enough for me.
We should need a bird perspectvie to see things from above.
What is the truth ? Only different opinions and different believes I should say.
What a crazy world we live in.
All people live in their own truth and believes so I say believe what you want I don´t care anymore.
I know "my" truth that is enough for me.
Prayer of today 2010.04.21
18:20 Where two or three are gathered together in my name - That is, to worship me. I am in the midst of them - By my Spirit, to quicken their prayers, guide their counsels, and answer their petitions.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Being gentle means forgiving yourself when you mess up.
We should learn from our mistakes, but we shouldn't beat the tar out of ourselves over them.
The past is just that, past.
Learn what went wrong and why.
Make amends if you need to.
Then drop it and move on.
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Easy to say harder to do, but I getting there.
We all do mistakes even if we don´t mean to.
Have a wonderful day friends <3
We should learn from our mistakes, but we shouldn't beat the tar out of ourselves over them.
The past is just that, past.
Learn what went wrong and why.
Make amends if you need to.
Then drop it and move on.
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Easy to say harder to do, but I getting there.
We all do mistakes even if we don´t mean to.
Have a wonderful day friends <3
Monday, April 19, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
The problem is we often project our own feelings onto others, that is often a
mistake we do. Listen instead. Two ears and one mouth
Try to see the bigger picture, not from a egoistic view. We all do the best we can from where we coming. We learn all the time.
We need to listen carefully to each other to understand the others point of view. We all have our own truth.
mistake we do. Listen instead. Two ears and one mouth
Try to see the bigger picture, not from a egoistic view. We all do the best we can from where we coming. We learn all the time.
We need to listen carefully to each other to understand the others point of view. We all have our own truth.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Mayan End Age 12-21-2012
Mayan calender
Mayan Calender "Both the Hopis and Mayans recognize that we are approaching the end of a World Age... In both cases, however, the Hopi and Mayan elders do not prophesy that everything will come to an end. Rather, this is a time of transition from one World Age into another. The message they give concerns our making a choice of how we enter the future ahead. Our moving through with either resistance or acceptance will determine whether the transition will happen with cataclysmic changes or gradual peace and tranquility. The same theme can be found reflected in the prophecies of many other Native American visionaries from Black Elk to Sun Bear." — Joseph Robert Jochmans
Ancient Mayan Glyph Showing the Transfer of the Staff of Power to the Spirit of the Feminine
"Amazingly, there is a cultural/prophetic context for the arising of this Feminine-based planetary transformation that is underway. The Mayan 2012 prophecies foretold of this shift of planetary stewardship into the hands of the Feminine. In a personal communication with this author, Nicaraguan Mayan Grandmother Flordemayo, of the International Council of 13 Indigenous Grandmothers, explained that the final glyph (pictogram) from the “Mayan Story of Creation” (the Dresden Codex) shows the Reawakening of the Feminine." — Vikki Hanchin
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We need balance and acceptance in the world, and forgivness is a key.
Mayan calender
Mayan Calender "Both the Hopis and Mayans recognize that we are approaching the end of a World Age... In both cases, however, the Hopi and Mayan elders do not prophesy that everything will come to an end. Rather, this is a time of transition from one World Age into another. The message they give concerns our making a choice of how we enter the future ahead. Our moving through with either resistance or acceptance will determine whether the transition will happen with cataclysmic changes or gradual peace and tranquility. The same theme can be found reflected in the prophecies of many other Native American visionaries from Black Elk to Sun Bear." — Joseph Robert Jochmans
Ancient Mayan Glyph Showing the Transfer of the Staff of Power to the Spirit of the Feminine
"Amazingly, there is a cultural/prophetic context for the arising of this Feminine-based planetary transformation that is underway. The Mayan 2012 prophecies foretold of this shift of planetary stewardship into the hands of the Feminine. In a personal communication with this author, Nicaraguan Mayan Grandmother Flordemayo, of the International Council of 13 Indigenous Grandmothers, explained that the final glyph (pictogram) from the “Mayan Story of Creation” (the Dresden Codex) shows the Reawakening of the Feminine." — Vikki Hanchin
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We need balance and acceptance in the world, and forgivness is a key.
Vulcano eruption on Island
We need peace on this earth soon.
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
The little soul and the sun
The little soul and the sun
There was no time did a little soul to God: "I know who I am!
And God replied "Wonderful! Who are You?"
"I am the light", said the little soul. God replied with a big smile on her face
"It is right-You are the light." The little soul was so happy because it had come on who the var.Det this was something that all souls would figure it out.
But once was not enough knowledge of the little soul. He went back to God and asked, "Now that I know who I am, is it okay for me to be there?"
And God replied "You mean you want to be something that you already are?"
"Yes, there is one thing to know it but another to be there. I really want to experience what it feels like to be light '
God smiled and said, "But you're already light"
The little soul got a little impatient "But I want to know how it is to be light!"
"Of course" God said "But ..."
"But what then?" asked the little soul, "My friend," God said, "There is nothing more than light. You see, I have not created anything other than light, so there is nothing that you are not"
"Huh," said the little soul is confused.
"You can see it like this: You are like a candle in the sun. You are really light, along with millions billion second light, you create the sun. And the sun would not be the sun without your light. So how do you see the light when you are in the middle of it, that is the question, "said God.
"Yes, but you're God-think of something!" said the little soul. Once again, God got a big smile on his face "I have already done," said God. "Since you can not experience yourself as light when you are in the light, so may we surround you with darkness."
"What is darkness?" asked the little soul. "That's what you do not," replied God.
"Will I be afraid of the dark?" asked the little soul.
"Only if you choose to be the" God replied. "There's really nothing to fear if you do not choose to be. You see, we play it all-we pretend."
"Oh," said the little soul and feeling more comfortable already.
"It is a great gift," said God "because without it you are so you can not experience what you are. You need a contrast to experience something as it is.
You do not know what cold is until you have experienced hot. You may not feel up but down, right, but left ... But when you are surrounded by darkness, not threaten it and scream about it.
Was rather light in the darkness and do not be mad at it. Then you will know who you really are and everyone else will also know it. Let your light shine so that everyone understands how special you are! "
"You mean it's okay to show others how special I am?" asked the little soul.
"Of course!" laughed God "But remember that the special does not mean better, everyone is special, all in their own way, but many have forgotten it. They will understand that it's okay for them to be special when they see that you think it's okay for you to be special. Which way do you want to be special? "
"What do you mean" asked the little soul. "Yes, it's special to be in the light but can also be specially different things to be kind, forgiving, helpful, sharing, and more. When you choose to be special in a certain situation, it is to be in the light .
"I know, I want to be special in the way the name is forgiving," said the little soul
"Well, God said" But ... "
"But what?"
"There is no one to forgive," said God
"No?"
"No, no. All I have created is perfect. It is not a single soul who is not as perfectly crafted as You"
The little soul looked around and saw lots of other souls who stood and spread his light as they listened to God and the little soul's call.
"I can help you," said a friendly soul, and stepped forward. "How?" asked the little soul.
"Simple-I meet you next life and do something that you can forgive"
"But why would you do that?" asked the little soul, "You are so perfect, what would you lower your vibrations so low that you would do something nasty to me?"
"Simple" said the friendly soul again "I do it because I love you".
The little soul looked with astonishment at the friendly soul. "Do not be surprised," said the friendly soul "You have done the same for me. Will you not remember? We have danced our way through time and eternity together. You just will not remember ...
We have everything: the woman-man, the good-evil, offender-victim. Everything, "said the friendly soul," And now I come to you in your next life and do something bad to you so that you can experience what it's like to be special in a forgiving way. "
"But what can you do?" asked the little soul.
"Oh, we are devising something!" said the friendly soul and winked with the eye, but then became serious, "I wonder if you can do something in return?" began the friendly soul, "I will lower my vibration so low to make this not-so-nice-thing and be very much in it that I do not ..."
"Yes, You are such a angel who do this for me, so I do what you want," said the little soul.
"Yes, of course, is the friendly soul, an angel," said God "All it is, I've just sent your angels.
"... When I do this mean to you-the moment when I do the most terrible against you, in that moment ..."
"Yes?" asked the little soul, "Yes?"
"In that moment, remember who I really am."
"Oh, yes, it is I do the little soul said" I promise! I will always see you as I see you here: that the light! "
"Good," said the friendly soul "For I will pretend so strong that I myself will forget who I am. If you do not remember who I am and I do not do it and you even forget who you are, maybe We do not remember it for a long time. Then we will both be lost and maybe we need the help of another soul to remind us of what we really know that we are "
"No, then. I will remember who you are, thank you for helping me with this gift so that I may see who I am!"
And so began the agreement. The little soul came into a new life to experience himself as the light which was very special and to be part of special called FORGIVING.
And in situations where more souls come into the life and created the fortune or misfortune, and especially if they created the accident I thought the little soul of what God had said:
"Always remember: I have not sent you except Angels
There was no time did a little soul to God: "I know who I am!
And God replied "Wonderful! Who are You?"
"I am the light", said the little soul. God replied with a big smile on her face
"It is right-You are the light." The little soul was so happy because it had come on who the var.Det this was something that all souls would figure it out.
But once was not enough knowledge of the little soul. He went back to God and asked, "Now that I know who I am, is it okay for me to be there?"
And God replied "You mean you want to be something that you already are?"
"Yes, there is one thing to know it but another to be there. I really want to experience what it feels like to be light '
God smiled and said, "But you're already light"
The little soul got a little impatient "But I want to know how it is to be light!"
"Of course" God said "But ..."
"But what then?" asked the little soul, "My friend," God said, "There is nothing more than light. You see, I have not created anything other than light, so there is nothing that you are not"
"Huh," said the little soul is confused.
"You can see it like this: You are like a candle in the sun. You are really light, along with millions billion second light, you create the sun. And the sun would not be the sun without your light. So how do you see the light when you are in the middle of it, that is the question, "said God.
"Yes, but you're God-think of something!" said the little soul. Once again, God got a big smile on his face "I have already done," said God. "Since you can not experience yourself as light when you are in the light, so may we surround you with darkness."
"What is darkness?" asked the little soul. "That's what you do not," replied God.
"Will I be afraid of the dark?" asked the little soul.
"Only if you choose to be the" God replied. "There's really nothing to fear if you do not choose to be. You see, we play it all-we pretend."
"Oh," said the little soul and feeling more comfortable already.
"It is a great gift," said God "because without it you are so you can not experience what you are. You need a contrast to experience something as it is.
You do not know what cold is until you have experienced hot. You may not feel up but down, right, but left ... But when you are surrounded by darkness, not threaten it and scream about it.
Was rather light in the darkness and do not be mad at it. Then you will know who you really are and everyone else will also know it. Let your light shine so that everyone understands how special you are! "
"You mean it's okay to show others how special I am?" asked the little soul.
"Of course!" laughed God "But remember that the special does not mean better, everyone is special, all in their own way, but many have forgotten it. They will understand that it's okay for them to be special when they see that you think it's okay for you to be special. Which way do you want to be special? "
"What do you mean" asked the little soul. "Yes, it's special to be in the light but can also be specially different things to be kind, forgiving, helpful, sharing, and more. When you choose to be special in a certain situation, it is to be in the light .
"I know, I want to be special in the way the name is forgiving," said the little soul
"Well, God said" But ... "
"But what?"
"There is no one to forgive," said God
"No?"
"No, no. All I have created is perfect. It is not a single soul who is not as perfectly crafted as You"
The little soul looked around and saw lots of other souls who stood and spread his light as they listened to God and the little soul's call.
"I can help you," said a friendly soul, and stepped forward. "How?" asked the little soul.
"Simple-I meet you next life and do something that you can forgive"
"But why would you do that?" asked the little soul, "You are so perfect, what would you lower your vibrations so low that you would do something nasty to me?"
"Simple" said the friendly soul again "I do it because I love you".
The little soul looked with astonishment at the friendly soul. "Do not be surprised," said the friendly soul "You have done the same for me. Will you not remember? We have danced our way through time and eternity together. You just will not remember ...
We have everything: the woman-man, the good-evil, offender-victim. Everything, "said the friendly soul," And now I come to you in your next life and do something bad to you so that you can experience what it's like to be special in a forgiving way. "
"But what can you do?" asked the little soul.
"Oh, we are devising something!" said the friendly soul and winked with the eye, but then became serious, "I wonder if you can do something in return?" began the friendly soul, "I will lower my vibration so low to make this not-so-nice-thing and be very much in it that I do not ..."
"Yes, You are such a angel who do this for me, so I do what you want," said the little soul.
"Yes, of course, is the friendly soul, an angel," said God "All it is, I've just sent your angels.
"... When I do this mean to you-the moment when I do the most terrible against you, in that moment ..."
"Yes?" asked the little soul, "Yes?"
"In that moment, remember who I really am."
"Oh, yes, it is I do the little soul said" I promise! I will always see you as I see you here: that the light! "
"Good," said the friendly soul "For I will pretend so strong that I myself will forget who I am. If you do not remember who I am and I do not do it and you even forget who you are, maybe We do not remember it for a long time. Then we will both be lost and maybe we need the help of another soul to remind us of what we really know that we are "
"No, then. I will remember who you are, thank you for helping me with this gift so that I may see who I am!"
And so began the agreement. The little soul came into a new life to experience himself as the light which was very special and to be part of special called FORGIVING.
And in situations where more souls come into the life and created the fortune or misfortune, and especially if they created the accident I thought the little soul of what God had said:
"Always remember: I have not sent you except Angels
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Wisdom from Neale 2010.04.07
On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
...that you are loved on this day for all the wonder that
you bring to your world with the gift of being you.
Hard to believe, isn't it, that you are that special in the
eyes of God? Yet you are--and not because of what
you have done, but because of who you are. You are
God's own creation, an expression of Divinity in human
form.
The fastest way to experience this is to be the vehicle
through which others sees it in themselves. Each person
is walking his or her path and doing his or her best. God
knows this and that is why God loves you all.
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Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Reflections on love
We all have our own truth, but I try to see things from above even though it is so hard sometimes.
Sometimes people hurt you because they don´t know better, they just act from their own truth and do not consider the other ones truth.
Things can look diffrent from another angle.
But even if I understand why they act the way they do, I need to tell them not to step on me. They should also respect me for what I feel.
We should not step over other people because we want something for ourself, that will not lead to anything good in the end.
Love is about caring for another human and let them be the way they want to be.
Love poem by Khalil Gibran:
Then Almitra spoke again and said, 'And what of Marriage, master?'
And he answered saying:
You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore.
You shall be together when white wings of death scatter your days.
Aye, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God.
But let there be spaces in your togetherness,
And let the winds of the heavens dance between you.
Love one another but make not a bond of love:
Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.
Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup.
Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf.
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone,
Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.
Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.
For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.
And stand together, yet not too near together:
For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.
Sometimes people hurt you because they don´t know better, they just act from their own truth and do not consider the other ones truth.
Things can look diffrent from another angle.
But even if I understand why they act the way they do, I need to tell them not to step on me. They should also respect me for what I feel.
We should not step over other people because we want something for ourself, that will not lead to anything good in the end.
Love is about caring for another human and let them be the way they want to be.
Love poem by Khalil Gibran:
Then Almitra spoke again and said, 'And what of Marriage, master?'
And he answered saying:
You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore.
You shall be together when white wings of death scatter your days.
Aye, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God.
But let there be spaces in your togetherness,
And let the winds of the heavens dance between you.
Love one another but make not a bond of love:
Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.
Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup.
Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf.
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone,
Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.
Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.
For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.
And stand together, yet not too near together:
For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.
Monday, April 5, 2010
Sometimes I feel like I´m living in two worlds.
And I have to figure out how to make them come together without "some" people think I´m nuts.
Or maybe I shouldn´t care if they think I´m nuts and just letting go and move on.
But in some areas I´m stuck by circumstances, but I keep the faith and pray that there is a solution coming soon.
Love Jessica
And I have to figure out how to make them come together without "some" people think I´m nuts.
Or maybe I shouldn´t care if they think I´m nuts and just letting go and move on.
But in some areas I´m stuck by circumstances, but I keep the faith and pray that there is a solution coming soon.
Love Jessica
Saturday, April 3, 2010
A song to the soul just love it, made me have some tears in my eyes :-)
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Hold my heart Hold my soul
Add my head in your lap
Tell them that you mean
and wish me well
Hold my heart Hold my soul
As I waited all these years
You can heal my wounds
Take my hands and make me whole
Take my heart
Take my soul
Hold my heart Hold my soul
Let me just stop here
So all I ask you all I want
Hold my heart Hold my soul
Keep my soul
Eastertime
God reaches out in love to you and wants you to be His child. "As many as received Him, to them He gave the right to become children of God, even to those who believe on His name." You can choose to ask Jesus Christ to forgive your sins and come in to your life as your Lord and Savior.
If you want to accept Christ as Savior and turn from your sins, you can ask Him to be your Savior and Lord by praying a prayer like this:
"Lord Jesus, I believe you are the Son of God. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. Please forgive my sins and give me the gift of eternal life. I ask you in to my life and heart to be my Lord and Savior. I want to serve you always."
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Thoughts of today 2010.04.01
Today I have not so much thoughts thank God ;-)
Just a mix of feelings that I can´t explain.
But it feels good anyway to let them be there and just accept them.
Today I just am.
Just a mix of feelings that I can´t explain.
But it feels good anyway to let them be there and just accept them.
Today I just am.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Todays wisdom from Neale 2010.03.30
On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
...that what a man can be, he must be. This need we call
self-actualization.
Abraham Maslow said that, and he was right. Inside of
every living thing is an inner drive, a Divine impulse, to
completely and wondrously self-express. That is, to be
what it is, totally.
What is it you have always wished to be or do?
Make this the Time of Your Beginning, and the Moment
of Your Manifestation.
Don't wait another day!
Monday, March 29, 2010
Search near and far for your dreams for they may drop right in front of you without you fully realizing...then they disappear and are lost forever...recognize and embrace your dream and enjoy living the dream...make your dreams reality.
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Reflection: Life is just strange right now ;-)
I´m just trying to be me, hard when everyone else wan´t you to be something else,
but NO I´m not going back to be who I where, I was lost for a while.
I´m on the right path now .... I can see the glimse of light in the tunnel.
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Reflection: Life is just strange right now ;-)
I´m just trying to be me, hard when everyone else wan´t you to be something else,
but NO I´m not going back to be who I where, I was lost for a while.
I´m on the right path now .... I can see the glimse of light in the tunnel.
Native Indian quote
Grown men can learn from very little children
for the hearts of the little children are pure.
Therefore, the Great Spirit may show to them
many things which older people miss.
-Black Elk
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A very great vision is needed and the man
who has it must follow it as the eagle seeks
the deepest blue of the sky.
Crazy Horse
for the hearts of the little children are pure.
Therefore, the Great Spirit may show to them
many things which older people miss.
-Black Elk
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A very great vision is needed and the man
who has it must follow it as the eagle seeks
the deepest blue of the sky.
Crazy Horse
"Return To Innocence"
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.
One of my favourite songs - Unwritten - Natasha bedinfield :-)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGlvZ3uYRB0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGlvZ3uYRB0
Quote of today 2010.03.29
The secret of life is to have a task, something you devote your entire life to, something you bring everything to, every minute of the day for the rest of your life.
- Henry Moore
- Henry Moore
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
Quote of today 2010.03.26
I have always tried to be true to myself, to pick those battles I felt were important. My ultimate responsibility is to myself. I could never be anything else.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Quote nr 2 2010.03.25
The culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesn't work, don't buy it.
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My reflection: Not easy all the time when you feel like you swimming in another direction then the rest, we need some company to regain strenght ;-)
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My reflection: Not easy all the time when you feel like you swimming in another direction then the rest, we need some company to regain strenght ;-)
Quote of today 2010.03.25
If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it.
If you don't ask, the answer is always no.
If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.
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I got the message, just a little slow sometimes ;-)
If you don't ask, the answer is always no.
If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.
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I got the message, just a little slow sometimes ;-)
Thoughts of today 2010.03.25
We are always in the right place in our lifes, when we make a detour is for learning a lesson.
Just wonder how many detours I will make ?? ;-)
We are never fully learned on this Earth, then we wouldn´t be here I suppose ;-)
Always new challenges and new lessons *LOL*
I learned recently it´s OK to be lost sometimes, it can also be fun to be lost to see the humour in it, just driving around in circles.
I was just laughing about the situation, what else can we do ?
Suddenly you arrive at the right place at the right time .. did that recently.
God must be joking with me, smiling at me thinking I´m so smart ;-)
Life is mystery indeed !!!
Just wonder how many detours I will make ?? ;-)
We are never fully learned on this Earth, then we wouldn´t be here I suppose ;-)
Always new challenges and new lessons *LOL*
I learned recently it´s OK to be lost sometimes, it can also be fun to be lost to see the humour in it, just driving around in circles.
I was just laughing about the situation, what else can we do ?
Suddenly you arrive at the right place at the right time .. did that recently.
God must be joking with me, smiling at me thinking I´m so smart ;-)
Life is mystery indeed !!!
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Quote of today 2010.03.23
We are reminded how short life really is, and how we are just passing through. So, all the people you haven't told you love lately, tell them, and live your days like you mean it.
The scars reveal the hidden place deep down in you,
Like a shadow from the past,
And nothing is true,
A reflection from a dejected face,
It comes to,
Memories will last,
I am crying for you,
I am crying!
I'll give my own time,
I'll give my whole life,
I'll give my only light,
Just to heal you,
I, I'll give my own time,
I'll give my whole life,
I'll give my only light,
The things that we owe,
Haven appears with deceitful light,
(And angst follow soon)
Shes not welcome here no more,
(You have to walk on through)
Bad dreams haunting the frozen nights,
(All I can do)
Longing for a home,
(I m crying for you)
Crying for you,
I m crying for you,
Monday, March 22, 2010
On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
...that you are okay just the way you are...and so is
everybody else.
Sometimes we want the kind of acceptance that we
arenot willing to give. Yet life is a two-way street,
and we do so much better when we send to others
what we want them to send to us.
Just a gentle reminder today that you are wonderful,
and the person right next to you is, too!
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
....that a point of view different from your own might
be wellworth entertaining.
Sometimes it is not easy hearing an idea that is
different from the one you are advancing -- yet it
might be that second idea for which you were actually
reaching for.
Answers arrive in more ways than one. Sometimes
they come through us, and sometimes they come
to us.
Poem of today
Beloved Within
O’ Sacred Flame, Beloved,
in Thee whom Life abide;
sweet nectar, Thy illuminance,
veiled from outer eye.
No harbor can contain Thee,
a sea of Love ye swell;
hoist we must, our anchors,
within Thy Self set sail.
O’ Light of sweet beginning,
ne’er ending dawn Thy way;
attuned again unto Thee,
Thine sight, no more we stray.
Now Truth dissolveth mourning,
Thy vibrance risen clear;
Infinite horizons,
awakened, Holy Seer.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
...that every increased possession loads us with a new
weariness.
John Ruskin said that, and he was right. Life is not
about our physical or material possessions, it is about
the agenda of our soul. When material possessions
serve that agenda, they can be wonderful and are to
be celebrated. But if they come between us and the
soul, then we may very well be delayed on our holy
journey
Our journey is the path back to peace, to harmony,
to deep inner joy, to love, and to God.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Bible verse of today
The spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me; because the LORD hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound.” Isaiah 61:1
Quote of today
The first step toward change is acceptance. Once you accept yourself, you open the door to change. That's all you have to do. Change is not something you do, it's something you allow.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
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