Thoughts of today 090429

How fast my emotions can change ....

From feeling so alone and abandon in the morning, to feel abundance and joy in the evening.

That make me think that we people are not an island.
We need other people to feel abundance, if we share we feel even more joy and abundance.

They key is sharing once again.

One friend I met in the middle of the day.
We ate lunch together and talked about everything between earth and heaven.
I helped her to peal shrimps to a dish for her sons birthday party.

Another friend I met in the evening.
We meditated and practice the paranormal such as tarot cards.

I´m blessed to have this wonderful friends, what should I do without them ;-)

I also need both the physical world and the spiritual world.

We are all .... body, spirit and soul.

We need to see things from different angles, and our friends can help us with that.
The circle of friends :-)

Love Jessica

Picture of today

Picture of today

Thoughts of today 090427

Hmmm ...... what is my thoughts today *LOL*

Today I have been out in the woods as usual with my dog "Bella" and it was 20 celcius degrees, Wonderful with spring the flowers ans all the butterflies!!!

But I also was very tired, because I´m allergic to some treas and their pollen ;-)

I have also decided that I will do a trip somewhere in the soon future with my family, to change the surroundings for a while and get some new insights :-)

Hugs from Jessica

Song of today

Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGlvZ3uYRB0

Picture of today

This picture is from my kitchen :-)

I love old furniture and things as you see ;-)

Jessicas picture of today

Quote of the day

” IF WE OURSELVES REMAIN ANGRY AND THEN SING WORLD PEACE, IT HAS LITTLE MEANING.
SO, YOU SEE, FIRST OUR INDIVIDUAL SELF MUST LEARN PEACE.
THIS WE CAN PRACTICE, THEN WE TEACH THE REST OF THE WORLD”
THE DALAI LAMA

What is reiki?

I recieed a question what reiki is?

Here comes an explanation:

Rei, meaning "Universal" and Ki, meaning "Life Force".
Reiki is a hands-on healing technique, which is based on the the idea of accessing the universal life force and channeling it through a reiki practioners body and out their hands into a persons body for the purpose of healing mind, body and spirit.
Reiki is an emmensly simple yet powerful method which can remove blockages and restore the flow of energy around the body.
The spirit of reiki is challenging and rewarding and can lead you into a journey of spiritual exploration and discovery.
It helps release the drama and illusions that we have limited ourselves with.
This energizing force can empower you to feel as an emotional being, to respond to situations creatively, and to act throughout your life as a channel for good.

The effect of reiki is not always immediate or obvious, although for some people it can be dramatic and instant.
Reiki has its own inherent wisdom and acts as a force that gives people what they need rather than what they ask for.
Although reiki is a hands-on form of healing, no maniupulation of the body is involved, and therefore, there are no risks of injuries.
Reiki is suitable for everyone; and can be used successfully in conjunction with other complimentary therapies and healing forms, and with orthodox medical treatments.
Reiki is more than a complementary therapy.
It can also be regarded as a spiritual journey or a life path.
Many people say that the healing and balancing of the body's natural flow of energy creates a sence of openness.
This offers the opportunity to expand one's consciousness, as well as to release long-held stresses and pains.
Reiki is truly one of the most wonderful healing tools present on this planet at this time.
This is important for us now as conditions on our planet are critical.
There are wars, famines, disease, pollution, the destruction of the eco system, crime, poverty and horrible living conditions.
These problems are being experienced by billions of people and are getting worse.
These problems have been caused primarily by the decisions people have made on an individual, local and global basis.

The underlying values and beliefs which govern the decision making processes for the planet are in need of a major revision.
We need to change our values and beliefs so we can move from a fragmented earth to a whole earth, from an earth motivated by fear to an earth motivated by love, from an earth filled with suspicion and conflict to an earth living in trust and cooperation.
Within reiki lies the energy and consciousness necessary to make these changes.

"WE HAVE WHAT WE SEEK. IT IS THERE ALL THE TIME, AND IF WE GIVE IT TIME, IT WILL MAKE ITSELF KNOWN TO US"

inspiration quotes

Everyone has inside of him a piece of good news.
The good news is that you don’t know how great you can be! Howmuch you can love! What you can accomplish!
And what your potential is!
- Anne Frank

We can stay young by focusing on a dream instead of on a regret.
-Unknown

We must be willing to let go of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
- E. M. Forester

The real secret of patience is to find something to do in the meantime.
-Unknown

Your key to freedom lies in your power to control your thoughts.
-Unknown

What is freedom?

Freedom what is freedom?

Free to express myself without someone labeling me.
Let me express the real me.
Peel the onion peace by peace until I only am the kernel.
Just being me without fear of being judge.

We should not judge each other, instead share both our simularities and our unique gifts :-)

Love Jessica

Quotes of today by Carl Jung

The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
Carl Jung

The shoe that fits one person pinches another; there is no recipe for living that suits all cases.
Carl Jung

As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light in the darkness of mere being.
Carl Jung, "Memories, Dreams, Reflections", 1962

Where love rules, there is no will to power, and where power predominates, love is lacking.
The one is the shadow of the other.
Carl Jung, "On the Psychology of the Unconciousness", 1917

Song of today

Depeche Mode - Higher Love

Frustration

I feel so frustrated today,
I want to do so much, but I´m still tired from me living on adrenaline for some weaks.
Just patience and persistance right know.
Sooo boring !!!
I want something to happen in the right direction right now.
Tired of waiting for the right moment again.
Can someone help me please …
How can I found the strenght to carrie on when I feel down and tired???
I want to open my own buisness now, write a book now, live now !!!I have so much to give, but where should I start ???
Why do I have a hard time to do one thing at a time, I have 0 or 10 things going on.
Maybe I need to learn hiw I can take one thing at a time?
Someone has a good idea how to learn that?

Love and hug Jessica

Love story - Tailor Swift

judas - depeche mode

Just some reflections

I´m so tired right know.
I need to rest and feel which path I need to go now.
Some people around me try to make me abandon my true path.
But I have decide I need to walk it even if some disagree and think I´m crazy.
They can think what they want, it most about themself, that they don´t have the courage to walk the narrowest path.
It´s my life and I need to follow my heart step by step, and go on even when I fall.
Otherwise my soul is going to be a zombie and that I can´t let happen.

Love and hugs from Jessica

more indian qoutes

"The Way To Dance The Dance Of Life"
Honor the sacred.
Honor the Earth....our Mother
Honor the elders.
Honor all with whom we share the Earth:
Four-leggeds, two-leggeds, winged ones,
Swimmers, crawlers, plant and rock people.
Walk in balance and beauty.

"We Know We Are Out Of Step When"

We cannot walk a straight line.
We've stepped on our brother's foot.
We forget to be thankful.
We feel alone.
We think our dance is the only dance there is.
We forget to keep on dancing ;D

I find this on this site : http://www.impurplehawk.com/

Native Indian quotes

Eagles: When they walk, they stumble. They are not what one would call graceful.
They were not designed to walk. They fly. And when they fly, oh, how they fly, so free, so graceful.
They see from the sky what we never see.”


Eagle Chief (Letakos-Lesa) Pawnee
QuotesIn the beginning of all things, wisdom and knowledge were with the animals, for Tirawa, the One Above, did not speak directly to man.
He sent certain animals to tell men that he showed himself through the beast, and that from them, and from the stars and the sun and moon should man learn.. all things tell of Tirawa.
All things in the world are two.
In our minds we are two, good and evil. With our eyes we see two things, things that are fair and things that are ugly....
We have the right hand that strikes and makes for evil, and we have the left hand full of kindness, near the heart. One foot may lead us to an evil way, the other foot may lead us to a good. So are all things two, all two.

White buffalo
The White Buffalo Woman then spoke to the women, telling them that it was the work of their hands and the fruit of their bodies which kept the people alive.
"You are from the mother earth," she told them. "
What you are doing is as great as what warriors do."
And therefore the sacred pipe is also something that binds men and women together in a circle of love. It is the one holy object in the making of which both men and women have a hand.
The men carve the bowl and make the stem; the women decorate it with bands of colored porcupine quills.
When a man takes a wife, they both hold the pipe at the same time and red cloth is wound around their hands, thus tying them together for life.

Another story about White Buffalo
When White Buffalo Calf Woman promised to return again, she made some prophecies at that time.
One of those prophesies was that the birth of a white buffalo calf would be a sign that it would be near the time when she would return again to purify the world.
What she meant by that was that she would bring back harmony again and balance, spiritually.
Chief Arvol Looking Horse, 19th Generation Keeper of the Original Sacred White Buffalo Calf Pipe of the Lakota, Dakota, and Nakota Great Sioux Nation, sends these words on learning of the recent birth of the 9th White Buffalo Calf: “White Buffalo Calf Woman's spirit makes her presence known, a sign of great changes signifying the Crossroads.

I never dreamed I would live to witness this momentous time.
Eight other white buffalo have since stood upon Mother Earth. White Buffalo Calf Woman's spirit has announced her message of support in this time of great danger, and she continues to announce the message in the birth of each White Buffalo--each one of them a Sign, each one a fulfillment of ancient Prophecy as well as a new Prophecy for our times.
” From: White Buffalo Teachings by Chief Arvol Looking Horse "

Within temptation - See who I am

Song of today

Shes like the wind - Dirty Dancing

Peculiar ways of life

I´m right know feeling a little confused about my situation, but I know everything is going to turn out well in the future.

I don´t really know what is going to happen in my life right know.
I trust that God will help me with signs and that I have the courage to follow them.

I´m not giving up, I raise myself up when I fall and continue my journey of life.
And the journey itself is really exiting.
Maybe too exiciting sometimes.
Right now I rest after being scared of a situation because I thought that someone was after me.

I still don´t know what this persons wanted me, maybe just be a friend?
But I found it peculiar that he called himself Slayer al Saffah (the slaughter profet).
Just some days before I was going to Paris to Paulos St Jospehs day party.
I became scared and paralyzed, wanted to protect my family in the first place.

Now I don´t care anymore, I can´t going around being afraid anymore, I trust that God
(the Source) gives me a solution how I can contionue my journey with faith and courage.

Love Jessica

quotes about rest

Live where your Passion finds a purpose, effort is just another word for Joy, and rest is the only distraction you allow .

Laura Teresa Marquez
Source: Early Morning Conversation

Those who awaken never rest in one place.
Like swans, they rise and leave the lake.
On the air they rise and fly an invisible course.
Their food is knowledge.
They live on emptiness.
They have seen how to break free.
Who can follow them?

Buddha (563 - 483 BC)
Source: Dhammapada

The saying goes, 'The sage rests, truly rests and is at ease.' This manifests itself in calmness and detachment, so that worries and distress cannot affect him, nothing unpleasant can disturb him, his Virtue is complete and his spirit is not stirred up.
Chuang Tzu (c.360 BC - c. 275 BC)

Source: The Book of Chuang Tzu (Arkana S.), Page: 130

When it's new and important, you have to rest in between times.
And anyway, even when I like a person there is a weariness that comes.
I can be with someone and everything is fine and then all of a sudden it can wash over me like a sickness, that I need the quiet of my own self.
I need to unload my head and look at what I've got in there so far.
See it.
Think what it means.
I always need to come back to being alone for awhile.
I guess I sort of got used to it when I was younger and now it's mixed in my character like eggs in a cake.
Sometimes I wonder, does this mean I'll have to be a nun or something?

Elizabeth Berg
Source: Joy School (Ballantine Reader's Circle)
Page:

Song of today

Sarah Dawn Finer - Moving on

Quotes of today

Albert Einstein:
All religions, arts and sciences are branches of the same tree. All these aspirations are directed toward ennobling man's life, lifting it from the sphere of mere physical existence and leading the individual towards freedom.

C. Wright Mills:
Freedom is not merely the opportunity to do as one pleases; neither is it merely the opportunity to choose between set alternatives. Freedom is, first of all, the chance to formulate the available choices, to argue over them -- and then, the opportunity to choose.

Carl Shurz:
If you want to be free, there is but one way; it is to guarantee an equally full measure of liberty to all your neighbors. There is no other.

Elizabeth Gilbert:
To sit patiently with a yearning that has not yet been fulfilled, and to trust that, that fulfillment will come, is quite possibly one of the most powerful "magic skills" that human beings are capable of. It has been noted by almost every ancient wisdom tradition.


Gladys Taber:
A garden is evidence of faith. It links us with all the misty figures of the past who also planted and were nourished by the fruits of their planting.

Eric Hoffer:
The remarkable thing is that we really love our neighbor as ourselves: we do unto others as we do unto ourselves. We hate others when we hate ourselves. We are tolerant toward others when we tolerate ourselves. We forgive others when we forgive ourselves. We are prone to sacrifice others when we are ready to sacrifice ourselves.

Martin Luther King, jr.:
We must develop and maintain the capacity to forgive. He who is devoid of the power to forgive is devoid of the power to love. There is some good in the worst of us and some evil in the best of us. When we discover this, we are less prone to hate our enemies.

How I feel today

How I feel today …
Sorry …it´s not my meaning to bring you down, but I have to open my heart and speak my truth.
I´m forbidden to talk about my vision at home and at the hospital:-(
What can I do …run away from it all?
I wish that today !!!
And in the same time I sat alone outside in the springsun, and enjoyed the moment.
I still have faith, but it seems out of reach right now.
So I do what I can do and rest a bit.

Love Jessica

Song of today

Heavy on my heart - Anastacia

Thoughts of today

The fight is always worth to fight.

But I really really need allies which I can speak about my visions.

I feel kind of alone right now, my allies are at places I can´t reach right now.
So what should I do??
I´m forbidden to talk about the paranormal at home and at the hospital, and I feel sooo sad.
I need to speak to someone who can understand me and what should do about it.

Love Jessica

Song of today

One of my favorite .....
A million candles burning - Martin Stenmarck

About Allies from Paulo Coelhos blog

The importance of allies - Part 1
Published
by
Paulo Coelho
on April 2, 2009

The warrior of light who does not share with others the happiness of his choices will never come to know his own qualities and shortcomings.
So before you start anything, find allies – people who are interested in what you are doing.
I am not saying “Find other warriors of light.”I am saying: “
Find people with different skills, because a warrior’s fight for his dream is no different from any other path that is followed with enthusiasm.”

Your allies will not necessarily be those people that everyone looks at in admiration and says: “there is nobody better.”
Much to the contrary, they are people who are not afraid of making mistakes, so they make lots of mistakes.
That is why what they do is not always praised or acknowledged.
Yet this is the type of person that changes the world and after many a mistake manages to get something right that will make all the difference to their community.
Allies are people who cannot hang around waiting for things to happen and later decide on the best attitude to take: they decide as they go along, even knowing that this type of behavior is very risky.
Living with allies is important for a warrior of light; together, they all understand that before choosing the objective they are free to change their mind.
But after the objective has been decided upon, they focus only on the steps they have to take. And they think as they go along: “each step requires a lot of effort, but it’s worth the risk, it’s worth betting one’s very life.
”The best allies are those that do not think like most people.
That is why, when looking for companions to share the enthusiasm of the dream, it is important to believe in intuition and pay no attention to others’ comments.
Most human beings always judge others using their own limitations as the model – and sometimes the opinion of the majority is full of prejudice and fear.

Join all those who experiment, take risks, fall, get hurt and then take risks again. Stay away from those who affirm truths, who criticize those that do not think like they do, who have never taken a step without being sure that they would be respected for that, and who prefer the comfort of certainty to the tension of doubt.
Join those who expose themselves and are not afraid of being vulnerable:
these watch what their neighbor is doing, not to judge him but rather to admire him for his dedication and courage.

Jessica
April 2, 2009 at 12:26 pm
Through this episode with my collpas,I now know which are my true allies.
So me breaking down was good so I could know which are my true allies.
Like the knights sais:One for all, All for one !!!
I now know who I can trust and we stand beside each other and suppport and help each other.

There are not many yet, but I´m in search of allies so we can do something amazing togehter ;-)

I still believe in miracles, God works in mysterious ways *LOL*
Love and lightJessica

I´m very tired ....

I´m very tired today.
Tired of being at the hospital, but I´m going home for the weekend.
And then we will see how things turn out.

The most important thing is to listen to my own heart.
If I´m happy I can share my joy with other people also.
But life is also a rollercoaster, it goes up and down, and we just have to coop with it.
I´m tired of just watching life pass me by.
I want to go on the rollercoaster, take a chance :-)

And I know that some people around me, can feel hurt because I didn´t tell my truth before.
That I have to live with.
But also forgive myself because I didn´t know how to change this situation before.
I´m taking day by day, minute by minute.

And some things in life, I just have to do, even though people around me don´t agree.

It´s my life and I have to live it to the fullest, not just sit down and give up !!!

There is a meaning why I go thrue theese things

I can see a meaning to me being in the hospital, the people here have learned me a lot of things.
That it is normal people only having too much so they need to sort things out before moving on.

We all need to support each other in the circle of friends.
I also had a wonderful moment with my parents visiting me today.

We sat down on a bench and we listned to the birds singing,and sitting in the sun and both my heart and my face was thankful for the sun.

No sun, no life on earth … as simple as that ;-)

Love & light Jessica

Song of today You´re not alone