thoughts of today 2010.04.21

We all stand in different perspectives and see things from different angles.
We should need a bird perspectvie to see things from above.

What is the truth ? Only different opinions and different believes I should say.

What a crazy world we live in.
All people live in their own truth and believes so I say believe what you want I don´t care anymore.
I know "my" truth that is enough for me.

The problem is we often project our own feelings onto others, that is often a
mistake we do. Listen instead. Two ears and one mouth

Try to see the bigger picture, not from a egoistic view. We all do the best we can from where we coming. We learn all the time.

We need to listen carefully to each other to understand the others point of view. We all have our own truth.

God has put something noble and good into every heart his hand has created. So while living on earth we must always remember to learn from yesterday, live for today, and hope for tomorrow because time will only show what has mattered throughout our journey.

This song just made me feel all my feelings at the same time

The law of karma

1. THE GREAT LAW -

   "As you sow, so shall you reap". This is also known as the "Law of Cause and Effect".

   Whatever we put out in the Universe is what comes back to us.

   If what we want is Happiness, Peace, Love, Friendship...Then we should BE Happy, Peaceful, Loving and a True Friend.

2. THE LAW OF CREATION -

   Life doesn't just HAPPEN, it requires our participation.

   We are one with the Universe, both inside and out.

   Whatever surrounds us gives us clues to our inner state.

   BE yourself, and surround yourself with what you want to have present in your Life.

3. THE LAW OF HUMILITY -

   What you refuse to accept, will continue for you.

   If what we see is an enemy, or someone with a character trait that we find to be negative,

   then we ourselves are not focused on a higher level of existence.

4. THE LAW OF GROWTH -

   "Wherever you go, there you are".

   For us to GROW in Spirit, it is we who must change - and not the people, places or things around us.

   The only given we have in our lives is OURSELVES

   and that is the only factor we have control over.

   When we change who and what we are within our heart

   our life follows suit and changes too.

5. THE LAW OF RESPONSIBILITY -

   Whenever there is something wrong in my life,

   there is something wrong in me.

   We mirror what surrounds us - and what surrounds us mirrors us; this is a Universal Truth.

   We must take responsibility what is in our life.

6. THE LAW OF CONNECTION -

   Even if something we do seems inconsequential,

   it is very important that it gets done as everything in the Universe is connected.

   Each step leads to the next step, and so forth and so on.

   Someone must do the initial work to get a job done.

   Neither the first step nor the last are of greater significance,

   As they were both needed to accomplish the task.

   Past - Present - Future

   They are all connected...

7. THE LAW OF FOCUS - You can not think of two things at the same time.

   When our focus is on Spiritual Values, it is impossible for us to have lower thoughts such as greed or anger.

8. THE LAW OF GIVING AND HOSPITALITY -

   If you believe something to be true,

   then sometime in your life

   you will be called upon to demonstrate that particular truth.

   Here is where we put what we CLAIM that we have learned,

   into actual PRACTICE.

9. THE LAW OF HERE AND NOW -

   Looking backward to examine what was,

   prevents us from being totally in the HERE AND NOW.

   Old thoughts, old patterns of behavior, old dreams...

   Prevent us from having new ones.

10. THE LAW OF CHANGE -

    History repeats itself until we learn the lessons that we need to change our path.

11. THE LAW OF PATIENCE AND REWARD - All Rewards require initial toil.

    Rewards of lasting value require patient and persistent toil.

    True joy follows doing what we're suppose to be doing, and waiting for the reward to come in on it's own time.

12. THE LAW OF SIGNIFICANCE AND INSPIRATION -

    You get back from something whatever YOU have put into it.

    The true value of something is a direct result of

    the energy and intent that is put into it.

    Every personal contribution is also a contribution to the Whole.

    Lack luster contributions have no impact on the Whole, nor do they work to diminish it.

    Loving contributions bring life to, and inspire, the Whole.

Thoughts 2010.02.24

Saved by the bell (a miracle)

Lately everyhting seems to going my way ... it´s a miracle :-)

I can´t believe it almost, it´s to good to be true.

The last year everything went donwhill for several reasons (both private and work).
Now slowly everything is going better and better.

Not long ago I didn´t know what to do, I was almost turning bankrupt and without a job.
I just couldn´t go back to my "old" work, it made me sick to be there.

I knew I had to follow my heart otherwise my soul would slowly die, I just needed to listen to my heart very carefully.

But with a friends help and the goverment I´m on the right track again.

It ´s like you are swimming in the wrong aquarium, you feel trapped and you don´t know how you can switch it, you need some help to move to the ocean :-)

I was so depressed and sad, and I prayed and the answer was:
*Not to worry, he only tested my faith (very funny *LOL*)
*Just believe in miracles and they will happen.
*Forgive yourself for the mistakes you done, an also forgive thoose who hurt you.
*And also I made a promise but that is a secret for now ;-)

And there are also questions God (or the Source or whoever it is) will not answer he/she just smile back at me, and some I don´t understand yet.
But I hope I will understand soon or maybe I just have to understand that God work in mysterious ways.

Some people around me has believed I´m crazy when I say that I talk to God, they was afraid that I was nuts.
Maybe I should not have told them, could have saved me a lot of trouble.

The funny thing is they say they believe in God (or do they really???).
Now they has accepted it, but can´t understand it.
Here in Sweden many think you are crazy if you talk to God, so let them think so I don´t care anymore.

I also took courage and told the goverment about my situation and they helped me thank God.
So now I´m on my way back to recovery again.

Doing what I love: reiki and massage and spiritual work :-)
I just cross my fingers and hope it can stay so for a while so I can get back on my feet totaly again.

But for now I´m just so happy and feel blessed that a solution came along.

Still there are issues to solve, but I´m sure the stronger I get this will be solved somehow.

Love Jessica

Thoughts of today 2010.02.23 tuesday

I have felt so good about myself recently.

Things are finaly moving or am I moving?
Maybe both :-)

The last year has been one of the toughest for me in many many years.
Maybe I will explain one day, it´s kind of complicated.

For one thing I have changed my career from networkengineer to work with reiki & massage and spirituality.

I have looked deep into myself and found out what my heart wants and I´m taking step by step to achieve it.

I have started with doing reiki & massage in a goverment project at my friends company,
and soon I will also start my own buisness and stand on my two own feats.

It´s so exciting and fun.

Also been starting working with spirituality in different ways.
So much is happening right know and it feels great :-)

At first I thought I was a little crazy and felt very alone, because in Sweden it is not so common to be working with spirituality but I hope that will change :-)

Now I have found several friends that are in the same way, and it is so much fun to discuss things and work together.
So what if some think I´m crazy, I will not care about thoose people, just focus on what I need to do.

I just want to be the authentic me :-)

Now it´s also my turn to help other find the direction out of the abyss.

Another thing I love is to read and also write, who knows some today maybe I publish something, but for now it has to grow for a while :-)

Have a wonderful day :-)

Honor the sacred.
Honor the Earth, our Mother.
Honor the Elders.
Honor all with whom we
share the Earth:-
Four-leggeds, two-leggeds,
winged ones,
Swimmers, crawlers,
plant and rock people.
Walk in balance and beauty.

Native American Elder

(from http://www.sapphyr.net/natam/quotes-nativeamerican.htm)

Have been on healing with a wonderful women, and also gained some more insight.
She is honest and wise and sais what se sees but also she is caring at the same time.

What would I do without her?

Shes my angel :-)

I was hiking in the woods today and then I saw a Golden Eagle and a raven. This amazed me indeed :-) I looked them up in the book of "the language of the animals". And this talked straight to my heart.

meditation 2010.01.01

I have been meditating yesterday and this came to me in this calm moment :-)
<3
Together we can performe even bigger miracles.
We have to restore the balance of the earth.
That we can do by helping each other.

Balance between male – female, balance between the religions, poor – rich, science – spirituality and so on.

Respect and try to understand the other persons view of life.
Don´t be scared of the unknown.
We all see things from different perspectives.
Together we can see the true picture of life.
What we give comes back to us – the law of karma and attraction.
<3

Much love from Jessica

We weren´t born to follow

On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...

. ..that everything is perfect Right Here, Right Now. And

Right Here Right Now is all there is.

Forget about the past. It does not exist, except in your

memory. Drop it. And stop worrying about how you're

going to get through tomorrow. Life is going on Right

Here, Right Now -- pay attention to that and all will

be well.

Embrace the present moment with gratefulness and

wonder, and you will turn it into whatever you have

been waiting for.

A friend send me this link :

I need you now !!!

What do I do when I feel trapped in a corner?

Whatever I do in this situation is hurting someone.

I don´t want anyone to hurt, but I can´t go on living a life where I do not listen to my heart.

I want to be accpeted for who I am.

I don´t want to play a role of someone else to satisfie another person.

I hope for a miracle in this situation.

Love and light
Jessica

An awakening day

Today was a really awakening day for me !!
I have thought for a while now that I cannot do anything and that I´m useless in several ways.
But today I helped a friend that are going through a divorce and she was so thankful that I could help her and we talked about stuff that really matters.
And she encouraged me to start my buisness right away, she said that I can help a lot of people, no doubt about it.I really needed to hear that right now when my self esteem was low.

It´s so strange that we can be both strong and weak at the same time.We really need to help each other in this world, reach out a hand to help our neigbour.We all need a hand when we are in the dark to be able to reach the light.
We are all ONE !!!

Email from Neale 090910

On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
....that it's okay to go ahead and take a risk.

There's no guarantee that everything will turn out exactly
the way you want it to, but there IS a guarantee that it
cannot possibly do so if you are afraid to even take the
chance.

"Nothing ventured, nothing gained" is not just a nifty
old-time saying. It's wisdom. Listen to it.

You know exactly why you received this message today.

Email from Neale 090901

On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
...that nothing is as bad as it seems. Nothing .

There is a benefit and a blessing hidden in the folds
of every experience and every outcome. That includes
every and any 'bad' thing that may be happening to
you right now.

Change your perspective. Know that nothing happens
ever that is not for your highest good. All that needs
to change for you to see this...is your definition of
'Highest Good.'

Email from Neale 090831

This email from Neale Donald Walsch lightened up my day , it made me change my perspective

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On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
....that there is a solution to all of this--
and it is right around the next corner.

A few weeks from now you will not even be facing
this problem. A few months from now, you will have
forgotten you ever had it. A few years from now you
will wonder why you let yourself worry so much.

I'm not trying to make light of it here. I just want to
put it in perspective.

Okay? Trust God here. Trust life. And breathe.
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