A wonderful day

Today I have had a wonderful day on the beach with my children and my mum and dad.

Carpe diem ;-)

Thoughts of today 090427

Hmmm ...... what is my thoughts today *LOL*

Today I have been out in the woods as usual with my dog "Bella" and it was 20 celcius degrees, Wonderful with spring the flowers ans all the butterflies!!!

But I also was very tired, because I´m allergic to some treas and their pollen ;-)

I have also decided that I will do a trip somewhere in the soon future with my family, to change the surroundings for a while and get some new insights :-)

Hugs from Jessica

Quotes of today by Carl Jung

The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
Carl Jung

The shoe that fits one person pinches another; there is no recipe for living that suits all cases.
Carl Jung

As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light in the darkness of mere being.
Carl Jung, "Memories, Dreams, Reflections", 1962

Where love rules, there is no will to power, and where power predominates, love is lacking.
The one is the shadow of the other.
Carl Jung, "On the Psychology of the Unconciousness", 1917

Song of today

Depeche Mode - Higher Love

Frustration

I feel so frustrated today,
I want to do so much, but I´m still tired from me living on adrenaline for some weaks.
Just patience and persistance right know.
Sooo boring !!!
I want something to happen in the right direction right now.
Tired of waiting for the right moment again.
Can someone help me please …
How can I found the strenght to carrie on when I feel down and tired???
I want to open my own buisness now, write a book now, live now !!!I have so much to give, but where should I start ???
Why do I have a hard time to do one thing at a time, I have 0 or 10 things going on.
Maybe I need to learn hiw I can take one thing at a time?
Someone has a good idea how to learn that?

Love and hug Jessica

Just some reflections

I´m so tired right know.
I need to rest and feel which path I need to go now.
Some people around me try to make me abandon my true path.
But I have decide I need to walk it even if some disagree and think I´m crazy.
They can think what they want, it most about themself, that they don´t have the courage to walk the narrowest path.
It´s my life and I need to follow my heart step by step, and go on even when I fall.
Otherwise my soul is going to be a zombie and that I can´t let happen.

Love and hugs from Jessica

more indian qoutes

"The Way To Dance The Dance Of Life"
Honor the sacred.
Honor the Earth....our Mother
Honor the elders.
Honor all with whom we share the Earth:
Four-leggeds, two-leggeds, winged ones,
Swimmers, crawlers, plant and rock people.
Walk in balance and beauty.

"We Know We Are Out Of Step When"

We cannot walk a straight line.
We've stepped on our brother's foot.
We forget to be thankful.
We feel alone.
We think our dance is the only dance there is.
We forget to keep on dancing ;D

I find this on this site : http://www.impurplehawk.com/

Song of today

Shes like the wind - Dirty Dancing

Peculiar ways of life

I´m right know feeling a little confused about my situation, but I know everything is going to turn out well in the future.

I don´t really know what is going to happen in my life right know.
I trust that God will help me with signs and that I have the courage to follow them.

I´m not giving up, I raise myself up when I fall and continue my journey of life.
And the journey itself is really exiting.
Maybe too exiciting sometimes.
Right now I rest after being scared of a situation because I thought that someone was after me.

I still don´t know what this persons wanted me, maybe just be a friend?
But I found it peculiar that he called himself Slayer al Saffah (the slaughter profet).
Just some days before I was going to Paris to Paulos St Jospehs day party.
I became scared and paralyzed, wanted to protect my family in the first place.

Now I don´t care anymore, I can´t going around being afraid anymore, I trust that God
(the Source) gives me a solution how I can contionue my journey with faith and courage.

Love Jessica

Song of today

Sarah Dawn Finer - Moving on

Thoughts of today

The fight is always worth to fight.

But I really really need allies which I can speak about my visions.

I feel kind of alone right now, my allies are at places I can´t reach right now.
So what should I do??
I´m forbidden to talk about the paranormal at home and at the hospital, and I feel sooo sad.
I need to speak to someone who can understand me and what should do about it.

Love Jessica

Song of today

One of my favorite .....
A million candles burning - Martin Stenmarck

I´m very tired ....

I´m very tired today.
Tired of being at the hospital, but I´m going home for the weekend.
And then we will see how things turn out.

The most important thing is to listen to my own heart.
If I´m happy I can share my joy with other people also.
But life is also a rollercoaster, it goes up and down, and we just have to coop with it.
I´m tired of just watching life pass me by.
I want to go on the rollercoaster, take a chance :-)

And I know that some people around me, can feel hurt because I didn´t tell my truth before.
That I have to live with.
But also forgive myself because I didn´t know how to change this situation before.
I´m taking day by day, minute by minute.

And some things in life, I just have to do, even though people around me don´t agree.

It´s my life and I have to live it to the fullest, not just sit down and give up !!!

There is a meaning why I go thrue theese things

I can see a meaning to me being in the hospital, the people here have learned me a lot of things.
That it is normal people only having too much so they need to sort things out before moving on.

We all need to support each other in the circle of friends.
I also had a wonderful moment with my parents visiting me today.

We sat down on a bench and we listned to the birds singing,and sitting in the sun and both my heart and my face was thankful for the sun.

No sun, no life on earth … as simple as that ;-)

Love & light Jessica

Bird in the cage

I´m tired of being like a bird in the cage.
I want to learn to fly now.
I´m ready !!!!!

Island in the stream

Baby, when I met you there was peace unknown
I set out to get you with a fine tooth comb
I was soft inside, there was somethin going on
You do something to me that I cant explain
Hold me closer and I feel no pain

Every beat of my heart
We got somethin goin on
Tender love is blind
It requires a dedication

All this love we feel
Needs no conversation
We ride it together, ah-ah
Makin love with each other, ah-ah

Islands in the stream
That is what we are
No one in-between
How can we be wrong
Sail away with me to another world
And we rely on each other, ah-ah
From one lover to another, ah-ah

I cant live without you if the love was gone
Everything is nothin if you got no one
And you did walk in tonight
Slowly loosen sight of the real thing

But that wont happen to us and we got no doubt
Too deep in love and we got no way out
And the message is clear
This could be the year for the real thing

No more will you cry
Baby, I will hurt you never
We start and end as one, in love forever
We can ride it together, ah-ah
Makin love with each other, ah-ah

Sail away
Oh, come sail away with me

"What we are doing to the forests of the world is but a mirror reflection of what we are doing to ourselves and to one another."
- Mahatma Gandhi

I copied this from Fatihs blog.

I hope you don´t mind Faith .... if so, I can erase it.

But it was so wonderful written :-)

Another song of today

Toy soldier

Who am I ?

Who am I, I am who I am.

I have promised myself to express the real me in every situation.
But it has only made me come into trouble so far :-(

No one else around me understand me and they think that I´m nuts.
And I know that I´m not crazy, but other people judge me and put a label on me.
It is easy to do when you don´t understand what I´m saying.

It´s to frightening and it comes to close to their own heart.

So I feel that I have to lie to get out of this place even though they wan´t my best they don´t understand me.

And the people around me wan´t me to stop writing and talk about spirituality.

But I will never quit, I have to write about what I feel otherwise I´m going crazy.

But I feel so alone in this, who can I trust?

And I know that I need support, but in a calm way, I need time to melt everything also.
Sometimes my vision goes so fast that I don´t know what is real and what is my fears?

Who can help me to sort this out I have been asking myself lately??

picture of the day