Reflection about the past year

I have been thinking a lot lately.
A lot of reflection :-)

Seems like I have learned a lot of lesson this past year, so what happened to me seem to be a bleesing in disguise.

I have learned to be even more humble and don´t take life for granted.

There are both small and big miracles, for a start is a miracle am still alive I have meet death more then once in my life and survived.

I will tell you more about that later on, maybe in a book ;-)

Even though it gave me a trauma, I´m very happy to be alive :-)

Another thing I´ve learned is when you show your sad is not a weakness is a strenght that you are able to show your true emotions.
Also being able to ask for help when you need it is strenght not a weakness.

How can others help you if you seem to be OK on the outside and hiding your emotions on the inside?
Not all people have the awarness yet to see when something is wrong, or is it me that was so good at hiding my emotions behind a wall?

Now I can help people even better when I have been through a lot myself, when you been at the bottom and can´t find a solution, when everything seem so dark.

I didn´t gave up my hope totally, only for a brief period.

Now I can see and feel the light again even though it can be hard sometimes, but I will never give up hope again.
Now I know I have angels and God by my side, I´m convinced about that.

Love Jessica

A wonderful Cinderella story

Never give up your dream :-)

What about now

This quote gave me hope today:

On this day, God wants you to know...

... that you have to pass through a dark night of the soul. Everyone does, including you.
A time comes when what you have always believed is true melts away underneath you.
When you cast in doubt even the most obvious, the most simple.
When it seems that dark night is all around, and you are all alone.
Take heart, this journey through abyss is the final barrier before your emergence into the heavenly light of a new synthesis of your being.
God is waiting for you on the other side.

Return to life

Today is a big day in my life.
I have been very down lately because I have felt trapped by circumstances that I couldn´t do anything about.
But now the luck has returned, it´s a miracle.

I can only say Halleluja !!!!

Comment on Paulos quote of the day

Paulos quote
"The warrior of light knows the value of persistence and of courage.(Manual of the Warrior of Light)"

As usual Paulo, you write exactly what I need to read.
But I also want to add … faith and hope !!!
I lost myself for a while, but I think I´m going through a huge transformation right know so I feel so fragile right now.
I cry for nothing, it just comes … even though I not want to cry.Maybe old sorrow and pain I have tried to push down?
And need the hope and faith to come back soon !!!
Love Jessica