This song just made me feel all my feelings at the same time

The law of karma

1. THE GREAT LAW -

   "As you sow, so shall you reap". This is also known as the "Law of Cause and Effect".

   Whatever we put out in the Universe is what comes back to us.

   If what we want is Happiness, Peace, Love, Friendship...Then we should BE Happy, Peaceful, Loving and a True Friend.

2. THE LAW OF CREATION -

   Life doesn't just HAPPEN, it requires our participation.

   We are one with the Universe, both inside and out.

   Whatever surrounds us gives us clues to our inner state.

   BE yourself, and surround yourself with what you want to have present in your Life.

3. THE LAW OF HUMILITY -

   What you refuse to accept, will continue for you.

   If what we see is an enemy, or someone with a character trait that we find to be negative,

   then we ourselves are not focused on a higher level of existence.

4. THE LAW OF GROWTH -

   "Wherever you go, there you are".

   For us to GROW in Spirit, it is we who must change - and not the people, places or things around us.

   The only given we have in our lives is OURSELVES

   and that is the only factor we have control over.

   When we change who and what we are within our heart

   our life follows suit and changes too.

5. THE LAW OF RESPONSIBILITY -

   Whenever there is something wrong in my life,

   there is something wrong in me.

   We mirror what surrounds us - and what surrounds us mirrors us; this is a Universal Truth.

   We must take responsibility what is in our life.

6. THE LAW OF CONNECTION -

   Even if something we do seems inconsequential,

   it is very important that it gets done as everything in the Universe is connected.

   Each step leads to the next step, and so forth and so on.

   Someone must do the initial work to get a job done.

   Neither the first step nor the last are of greater significance,

   As they were both needed to accomplish the task.

   Past - Present - Future

   They are all connected...

7. THE LAW OF FOCUS - You can not think of two things at the same time.

   When our focus is on Spiritual Values, it is impossible for us to have lower thoughts such as greed or anger.

8. THE LAW OF GIVING AND HOSPITALITY -

   If you believe something to be true,

   then sometime in your life

   you will be called upon to demonstrate that particular truth.

   Here is where we put what we CLAIM that we have learned,

   into actual PRACTICE.

9. THE LAW OF HERE AND NOW -

   Looking backward to examine what was,

   prevents us from being totally in the HERE AND NOW.

   Old thoughts, old patterns of behavior, old dreams...

   Prevent us from having new ones.

10. THE LAW OF CHANGE -

    History repeats itself until we learn the lessons that we need to change our path.

11. THE LAW OF PATIENCE AND REWARD - All Rewards require initial toil.

    Rewards of lasting value require patient and persistent toil.

    True joy follows doing what we're suppose to be doing, and waiting for the reward to come in on it's own time.

12. THE LAW OF SIGNIFICANCE AND INSPIRATION -

    You get back from something whatever YOU have put into it.

    The true value of something is a direct result of

    the energy and intent that is put into it.

    Every personal contribution is also a contribution to the Whole.

    Lack luster contributions have no impact on the Whole, nor do they work to diminish it.

    Loving contributions bring life to, and inspire, the Whole.

Thoughts of today 2010.02.28

What if we feel we had enough challenges for a while?
I need a little rest again.
I hope I will found this again in the forest and through meditation.

I always feel guilty when I do nothing, so for me doing nothing is a big challenge.

I always feel I could do this or that, but sometimes we just need to reflect for a while.

Striving for balance is one of my main targets right now.
To have patience to wait and rest (that I learned this last year) and then know when to go even if other disagrees.

We all have challenges in our life, but it would be boring without them and we shouldn´t learn anything either if everything was a piece of cake.

So right now I´m just listening to my heart was is the best for me even if other try to stop me or disagree.

I know there is no other way, to be happy again.

Transformation it´s a process

Through life I have been changing many times not at least in my profession.

At first I was an au-pair in USA, then I was working as a travelsalesman,
after that I became a networkeningeer and now I have start working as a masseuer and with reiki and with spirituality.

I feel like a chameleon :-)

I don´t regret anything of it.
My travel thrue life has taken me too many places and meet so many different people.

I had a real crises last year for many reasons but now I have start moving again toward my new dreams.

And also I have met wonderful people helping me on my way to recovery, each person has bringed me blessings in their own way.

I think everything I have been thrue in life has learned me something and even the most dark moments has learned me something and number one is:
*Don´t give up hope, there are always a new sunrise behind the corner even though we have to struggle to reach it.

And when the day comes when I´m going to die, I hope I can look back at my life and be proud of myself that I did my best.

I´m looking forward to what life can bring me next :-)

I just keep on walking and walk around the rocks in my path, our faith can move mountains.

Love and humbleness Jessica

Thoughts of today 2010.02.23 tuesday

I have felt so good about myself recently.

Things are finaly moving or am I moving?
Maybe both :-)

The last year has been one of the toughest for me in many many years.
Maybe I will explain one day, it´s kind of complicated.

For one thing I have changed my career from networkengineer to work with reiki & massage and spirituality.

I have looked deep into myself and found out what my heart wants and I´m taking step by step to achieve it.

I have started with doing reiki & massage in a goverment project at my friends company,
and soon I will also start my own buisness and stand on my two own feats.

It´s so exciting and fun.

Also been starting working with spirituality in different ways.
So much is happening right know and it feels great :-)

At first I thought I was a little crazy and felt very alone, because in Sweden it is not so common to be working with spirituality but I hope that will change :-)

Now I have found several friends that are in the same way, and it is so much fun to discuss things and work together.
So what if some think I´m crazy, I will not care about thoose people, just focus on what I need to do.

I just want to be the authentic me :-)

Now it´s also my turn to help other find the direction out of the abyss.

Another thing I love is to read and also write, who knows some today maybe I publish something, but for now it has to grow for a while :-)

Have a wonderful day :-)

I am

We weren´t born to follow

A friend send me this link :

I need you now !!!

What do I do when I feel trapped in a corner?

Whatever I do in this situation is hurting someone.

I don´t want anyone to hurt, but I can´t go on living a life where I do not listen to my heart.

I want to be accpeted for who I am.

I don´t want to play a role of someone else to satisfie another person.

I hope for a miracle in this situation.

Love and light
Jessica

On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...

. .that just when it looks like life is falling apart, it may

be falling together for the first time.

I have learned to trust the process of life, and not so

much the outcome. Destinations have not nearly as

much value as journeys.

So maybe you should let things fall apart at this

juncture if that's what's happening. Don't hang on so

tenaciously. The nice thing about things falling apart is

that you can pick up only the pieces that you want...

...and you know exactly why I told you this today...

I didn´t know my own strenght

A friend of my send me this video and this is how I feel right know. Like the bird in a cage ready to fly for the first time.

I didn´t know my own strenght




Love Jessica

Nickelback/ If today was your last day

An awakening day

Today was a really awakening day for me !!
I have thought for a while now that I cannot do anything and that I´m useless in several ways.
But today I helped a friend that are going through a divorce and she was so thankful that I could help her and we talked about stuff that really matters.
And she encouraged me to start my buisness right away, she said that I can help a lot of people, no doubt about it.I really needed to hear that right now when my self esteem was low.

It´s so strange that we can be both strong and weak at the same time.We really need to help each other in this world, reach out a hand to help our neigbour.We all need a hand when we are in the dark to be able to reach the light.
We are all ONE !!!

My path

How hard it is to follow your heart when the people closest to you dont agree with your path. They want you to take the safe path, but I can´t go on on the safe path anymore, it will cost to much.
My soul will slowly die if I continue on the safe path.
So I will pray to God and the angels to help me on my "new" path.
And I will remember that it always look darkest before dawn.
From now on I have to put my trust in faith and continue.

Poem of today

Whenever you are lonely...
Whenever you are blue...
Just want to walk beside you,
And smell the sweet fresh dew.
Just want to feel your heartbeat,
Beating close to mine.
Your arms wrapped tightly round me,
As you rest your head on mine.
Listening to the stillness,
As we stand beside the shore,
The waves beat like your heartbeat,
Telling me I can't want more...
Than to always walk beside you,
Clasp your tender hand in mine.
I love you now, forever,
And I will for all of time.

Quote of the day

When you feel like nothing is there but pain and hurt and great despair, that is when we know we need to not give up, whatever it is we’re going through.

Just some reflections

I´m so tired right know.
I need to rest and feel which path I need to go now.
Some people around me try to make me abandon my true path.
But I have decide I need to walk it even if some disagree and think I´m crazy.
They can think what they want, it most about themself, that they don´t have the courage to walk the narrowest path.
It´s my life and I need to follow my heart step by step, and go on even when I fall.
Otherwise my soul is going to be a zombie and that I can´t let happen.

Love and hugs from Jessica

Peculiar ways of life

I´m right know feeling a little confused about my situation, but I know everything is going to turn out well in the future.

I don´t really know what is going to happen in my life right know.
I trust that God will help me with signs and that I have the courage to follow them.

I´m not giving up, I raise myself up when I fall and continue my journey of life.
And the journey itself is really exiting.
Maybe too exiciting sometimes.
Right now I rest after being scared of a situation because I thought that someone was after me.

I still don´t know what this persons wanted me, maybe just be a friend?
But I found it peculiar that he called himself Slayer al Saffah (the slaughter profet).
Just some days before I was going to Paris to Paulos St Jospehs day party.
I became scared and paralyzed, wanted to protect my family in the first place.

Now I don´t care anymore, I can´t going around being afraid anymore, I trust that God
(the Source) gives me a solution how I can contionue my journey with faith and courage.

Love Jessica

How I feel today

How I feel today …
Sorry …it´s not my meaning to bring you down, but I have to open my heart and speak my truth.
I´m forbidden to talk about my vision at home and at the hospital:-(
What can I do …run away from it all?
I wish that today !!!
And in the same time I sat alone outside in the springsun, and enjoyed the moment.
I still have faith, but it seems out of reach right now.
So I do what I can do and rest a bit.

Love Jessica