Showing posts with label awareness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label awareness. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

thoughts of today 2010.04.21

We all stand in different perspectives and see things from different angles.
We should need a bird perspectvie to see things from above.

What is the truth ? Only different opinions and different believes I should say.

What a crazy world we live in.
All people live in their own truth and believes so I say believe what you want I don´t care anymore.
I know "my" truth that is enough for me.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Reflection about the past year

I have been thinking a lot lately.
A lot of reflection :-)

Seems like I have learned a lot of lesson this past year, so what happened to me seem to be a bleesing in disguise.

I have learned to be even more humble and don´t take life for granted.

There are both small and big miracles, for a start is a miracle am still alive I have meet death more then once in my life and survived.

I will tell you more about that later on, maybe in a book ;-)

Even though it gave me a trauma, I´m very happy to be alive :-)

Another thing I´ve learned is when you show your sad is not a weakness is a strenght that you are able to show your true emotions.
Also being able to ask for help when you need it is strenght not a weakness.

How can others help you if you seem to be OK on the outside and hiding your emotions on the inside?
Not all people have the awarness yet to see when something is wrong, or is it me that was so good at hiding my emotions behind a wall?

Now I can help people even better when I have been through a lot myself, when you been at the bottom and can´t find a solution, when everything seem so dark.

I didn´t gave up my hope totally, only for a brief period.

Now I can see and feel the light again even though it can be hard sometimes, but I will never give up hope again.
Now I know I have angels and God by my side, I´m convinced about that.

Love Jessica

Saturday, January 16, 2010

have started read about Job .. very interesting :-)
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The Book of Job helps us to understand the following: Satan cannot bring financial and physical destruction upon us unless it is by God’s permission. God has power over what Satan can and cannot do. It is beyond our human ability to understand the “why’s” behind all the suffering in the world. The wicked will receive their just dues. We cannot always blame our suffering and sin on our lifestyles. Suffering may sometimes be allowed in our lives to purify, test, teach or strengthen the soul. God remains enough, deserves and requests our love and praise in all circumstances of life.
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Have been on healing with a wonderful women, and also gained some more insight.
She is honest and wise and sais what se sees but also she is caring at the same time.

What would I do without her?

Shes my angel :-)

Monday, January 11, 2010

A poem from ShantiMayis book: In our hearts we know.

You seek was is already yours
You travel home
For ever home
East and west
Nort and South
Zenit and Nadir
Unimaginably
Immeasurable
In the simplicity of the everyday
Come home

Love Jessica

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Email from Neale 090901

On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
...that nothing is as bad as it seems. Nothing .

There is a benefit and a blessing hidden in the folds
of every experience and every outcome. That includes
every and any 'bad' thing that may be happening to
you right now.

Change your perspective. Know that nothing happens
ever that is not for your highest good. All that needs
to change for you to see this...is your definition of
'Highest Good.'

Monday, August 31, 2009

Email from Neale 090831

This email from Neale Donald Walsch lightened up my day , it made me change my perspective

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On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
....that there is a solution to all of this--
and it is right around the next corner.

A few weeks from now you will not even be facing
this problem. A few months from now, you will have
forgotten you ever had it. A few years from now you
will wonder why you let yourself worry so much.

I'm not trying to make light of it here. I just want to
put it in perspective.

Okay? Trust God here. Trust life. And breathe.
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Thursday, August 27, 2009

My path

How hard it is to follow your heart when the people closest to you dont agree with your path. They want you to take the safe path, but I can´t go on on the safe path anymore, it will cost to much.
My soul will slowly die if I continue on the safe path.
So I will pray to God and the angels to help me on my "new" path.
And I will remember that it always look darkest before dawn.
From now on I have to put my trust in faith and continue.

Daily qoute :-D

As simple as it sounds, we all must try to be the best person we can:
By making the best choices, by making the most of the talents we've been given.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Quote of the day

When you feel like nothing is there but pain and hurt and great despair, that is when we know we need to not give up, whatever it is we’re going through.

Monday, July 27, 2009

quotes about loneliness

Loneliness
Is

An island
In
The middle
Of
A sea of people
~R.R (aged 11)

Loneliness is part of being human.It reminds us that we are not

Complete in ourselves.
~David Runcorn

People are lonely because they build

Walls instead of bridges.
~J.Newton

“We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone.

Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment
that we're not alone.”
~Orson Welles

“The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.”
~ Mother Teresa

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Image of today


Native American Prayer

Oh, Great Spirit
Whose voice I hear in the winds,
And whose breath gives life to all the world,
hear me, I am small and weak,
I need your strength and wisdom.
Let me walk in beauty and make my eyes ever behold
the red and purple sunset.
Make my hands respect the things you have
made and my ears sharp to hear your voice.
Make me wise so that I may understand the things
you have taught my people.
Let me learn the lessons you have
hidden in every leaf and rock.
I seek strength, not to be greater than my brother,
but to fight my greatest enemy - myself.
Make me always ready to come to you
with clean hands and straight eyes.
So when life fades, as the fading sunset,
my Spirit may come to you without shame.

(translated by Lakota Sioux Chief Yellow Lark in 1887)

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Thoughts about reincarnation

Posted in Your Space in my Blog (Paulo Coelho)

A quote from my blog again ;-)
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The life you have led doesn’t need to be the only life you have.
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I believe in reincarnation that we have lived several lifes here at Earth.
I have made regression and remembered several lifes, and a friend of mine also did a regression.
And we had lived several lifes together, and she could fill in things from my life.
Very strange, but I believe in it.
What do you believe ?

Love Jessica

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Thoughts of today 090429

How fast my emotions can change ....

From feeling so alone and abandon in the morning, to feel abundance and joy in the evening.

That make me think that we people are not an island.
We need other people to feel abundance, if we share we feel even more joy and abundance.

They key is sharing once again.

One friend I met in the middle of the day.
We ate lunch together and talked about everything between earth and heaven.
I helped her to peal shrimps to a dish for her sons birthday party.

Another friend I met in the evening.
We meditated and practice the paranormal such as tarot cards.

I´m blessed to have this wonderful friends, what should I do without them ;-)

I also need both the physical world and the spiritual world.

We are all .... body, spirit and soul.

We need to see things from different angles, and our friends can help us with that.
The circle of friends :-)

Love Jessica

Monday, April 20, 2009

Quote of the day


” IF WE OURSELVES REMAIN ANGRY AND THEN SING WORLD PEACE, IT HAS LITTLE MEANING.
SO, YOU SEE, FIRST OUR INDIVIDUAL SELF MUST LEARN PEACE.
THIS WE CAN PRACTICE, THEN WE TEACH THE REST OF THE WORLD”
THE DALAI LAMA


Thursday, April 16, 2009

Frustration

I feel so frustrated today,
I want to do so much, but I´m still tired from me living on adrenaline for some weaks.
Just patience and persistance right know.
Sooo boring !!!
I want something to happen in the right direction right now.
Tired of waiting for the right moment again.
Can someone help me please …
How can I found the strenght to carrie on when I feel down and tired???
I want to open my own buisness now, write a book now, live now !!!I have so much to give, but where should I start ???
Why do I have a hard time to do one thing at a time, I have 0 or 10 things going on.
Maybe I need to learn hiw I can take one thing at a time?
Someone has a good idea how to learn that?

Love and hug Jessica

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Just some reflections

I´m so tired right know.
I need to rest and feel which path I need to go now.
Some people around me try to make me abandon my true path.
But I have decide I need to walk it even if some disagree and think I´m crazy.
They can think what they want, it most about themself, that they don´t have the courage to walk the narrowest path.
It´s my life and I need to follow my heart step by step, and go on even when I fall.
Otherwise my soul is going to be a zombie and that I can´t let happen.

Love and hugs from Jessica

Friday, April 10, 2009

Peculiar ways of life

I´m right know feeling a little confused about my situation, but I know everything is going to turn out well in the future.

I don´t really know what is going to happen in my life right know.
I trust that God will help me with signs and that I have the courage to follow them.

I´m not giving up, I raise myself up when I fall and continue my journey of life.
And the journey itself is really exiting.
Maybe too exiciting sometimes.
Right now I rest after being scared of a situation because I thought that someone was after me.

I still don´t know what this persons wanted me, maybe just be a friend?
But I found it peculiar that he called himself Slayer al Saffah (the slaughter profet).
Just some days before I was going to Paris to Paulos St Jospehs day party.
I became scared and paralyzed, wanted to protect my family in the first place.

Now I don´t care anymore, I can´t going around being afraid anymore, I trust that God
(the Source) gives me a solution how I can contionue my journey with faith and courage.

Love Jessica