Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts

Friday, March 5, 2010

Feelings of today 2010.03.05

It´s so strange ... today my feelings just comes ... I can´t stop them... angry and sad. I think I need to cry a lot... to let it out :-)

Thursday, March 4, 2010



Keep on walking Sadem El Fakir


Help - Beatles

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

laughter and tears

A song that made me cry today it so beautiful.
And life is both laughter and tears. Like a rollercoaster, we just to have hang in there and learn to live life to the fullest.

Heavy on my heart - Anastacia

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Song of today


Celine Dion - Because you loved me

Monday, May 11, 2009

Song of today



Stand my ground / Within Temptation

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Thoughts of today 090510

Sorry if I bring anyone down but I´m kind of down and tired right now.
Most of being tired.
Maybe because of a an allergy I have of some spring pollen.

Do anyone have a quick fix for become more alert & alive?

I have tried a special health food but no result yet :-(

I want to be full of life like the spring, why this fatigue?

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Thoughts of today 090505

Today I was sad for a reason (I don´t tell you about right now), and the weather didn´t do it any better.
I want to be happy so why am I sad???
I think I have pushed it down for a while so when the cup is full it runs over.

Now I feel better again, after picking up my kids from school.
I want to live life to the fullest so why does the sadness come when I don´t want it to come ??
I couldn´t control my feelings, can we ever control them??
Because when the cup is full, is full.

From a very emotional Jessica today

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Just some reflection

What is love ??

Maybe to treat a person as you wanted to be treated, with love, respect and empathy.
And we have to learn to love ourself first, it always start with yourself.

You can make a person happy just by giving him/her a smile and a friendly word or a hug.
And also talk nice to yourself in the mirror for example ;-)

You can be the change in someone elses life.
And we can also change our own life, when we start to love ourself for who we are.

I have myself had a hard time for a while now and if I hadn´t have my friends around I don´t know how I should move forward.

I needed them, as they may need me one day.
They show me how I can be able to open my heart, and talk about whats troubling me, and they show me another way of looking at this subject.

So appriciate your friends and give them a hug and tell them what they mean to you :-D

Love to all my friends that visiting my blog and to all my other friends.

Quotes to overcome worry

No longer forward nor behind I look in hope and fear;
But grateful take the good I find,
The best of now and here.
**John G. Whittier**

Never let life's hardships disturb you ...
no one can avoid problems, not even saints or sages.
**Nichiren Daishonen**

Do not anticipate trouble, or worry about what may never happen.
Keep in the sunlight.
**Benjamin Franklin**

The rose is fairest when 't is budding new,and hope is brightest when it dawns from fears.
**Walter Scott**

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Thoughts of today 090429

How fast my emotions can change ....

From feeling so alone and abandon in the morning, to feel abundance and joy in the evening.

That make me think that we people are not an island.
We need other people to feel abundance, if we share we feel even more joy and abundance.

They key is sharing once again.

One friend I met in the middle of the day.
We ate lunch together and talked about everything between earth and heaven.
I helped her to peal shrimps to a dish for her sons birthday party.

Another friend I met in the evening.
We meditated and practice the paranormal such as tarot cards.

I´m blessed to have this wonderful friends, what should I do without them ;-)

I also need both the physical world and the spiritual world.

We are all .... body, spirit and soul.

We need to see things from different angles, and our friends can help us with that.
The circle of friends :-)

Love Jessica

Monday, April 27, 2009

Thoughts of today 090427

Hmmm ...... what is my thoughts today *LOL*

Today I have been out in the woods as usual with my dog "Bella" and it was 20 celcius degrees, Wonderful with spring the flowers ans all the butterflies!!!

But I also was very tired, because I´m allergic to some treas and their pollen ;-)

I have also decided that I will do a trip somewhere in the soon future with my family, to change the surroundings for a while and get some new insights :-)

Hugs from Jessica

Song of today

Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGlvZ3uYRB0

Saturday, April 18, 2009

What is freedom?

Freedom what is freedom?

Free to express myself without someone labeling me.
Let me express the real me.
Peel the onion peace by peace until I only am the kernel.
Just being me without fear of being judge.

We should not judge each other, instead share both our simularities and our unique gifts :-)

Love Jessica

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Song of today



Depeche Mode - Higher Love

Frustration

I feel so frustrated today,
I want to do so much, but I´m still tired from me living on adrenaline for some weaks.
Just patience and persistance right know.
Sooo boring !!!
I want something to happen in the right direction right now.
Tired of waiting for the right moment again.
Can someone help me please …
How can I found the strenght to carrie on when I feel down and tired???
I want to open my own buisness now, write a book now, live now !!!I have so much to give, but where should I start ???
Why do I have a hard time to do one thing at a time, I have 0 or 10 things going on.
Maybe I need to learn hiw I can take one thing at a time?
Someone has a good idea how to learn that?

Love and hug Jessica

Friday, April 10, 2009

Song of today



Shes like the wind - Dirty Dancing

Peculiar ways of life

I´m right know feeling a little confused about my situation, but I know everything is going to turn out well in the future.

I don´t really know what is going to happen in my life right know.
I trust that God will help me with signs and that I have the courage to follow them.

I´m not giving up, I raise myself up when I fall and continue my journey of life.
And the journey itself is really exiting.
Maybe too exiciting sometimes.
Right now I rest after being scared of a situation because I thought that someone was after me.

I still don´t know what this persons wanted me, maybe just be a friend?
But I found it peculiar that he called himself Slayer al Saffah (the slaughter profet).
Just some days before I was going to Paris to Paulos St Jospehs day party.
I became scared and paralyzed, wanted to protect my family in the first place.

Now I don´t care anymore, I can´t going around being afraid anymore, I trust that God
(the Source) gives me a solution how I can contionue my journey with faith and courage.

Love Jessica