Don´t worry be happy

I think my fears might have been out of proportion recently.

But that maybe depends because I have been through so much in my life so I often think of the worst case scenario.

And I have also have troubles in my daily life and I need change.

But I have felt so weak so my life turned into a moment 22.

And I have finally realized that I need help.

I hope I will get this at the hospital I´m at.

This time I really need help, I can not sort it out by myself.

I heard this song on the radio and it made me feel that there is a light in the end of the tunnel.

And I have found some really wonderful persons here that has gone through very much and they have made me see things from another angle.

And I hope I soon get strong enough to live in the "normal" world again.

Love Jessica

Serenity of the Lily

Serentity of the lily

The rose - Westlife

The rose - Westlife

I´m your angel

"I'm Your Angel"

No Mountains too high, for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No rivers too wide, for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray

And then you will see, the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day

And then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears, just cast them on me
How can I make you see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

And when it's time to face the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep up safe and warm
And I know we will survive

And when it seems as if your end is drawing near
Don't you dare give up the fight
Just put your trust beyond the sky...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

Hold on be strong

Love can be hard sometimes
Yes it can catch you off guard like bad crimes
Yes it can make you depressed and angry
Make you say why me why won't anybody try me

You might be saying ooh, I don't wanna be lonely
Ooh, I don't wanna be by myself
Ooh, don't wanna be lonely
Why ain't anybody lovin? me

But there's always someone out there who'll be there for you
There is always someone out there who'll care for you
There's always someone out there who'll be true, true, true
Hold on, hold on, be strong

Love can go away forever if you push it
And you have to remember don't rush it
If it ain't right it is wrong
And you'll be crying why me, why won' anybody try me

You might be saying ooh, I don't wanna be lonely
Ooh, I don't wanna be by myself
Ooh, don't wanna be lonely -no, no
Why ain't anybody lovin' me

But there's always someone out there who'll be there for you
There is always someone out there who'll care for you
There's always someone out there who'll be true, true, true
Hold on, hold on, be strong

Yes, there's aways someone out there who'll be there for you,
There is always someone out there who'll care for you
There's always someone out there who'll be true, true, true,
Hold on, hold on, be strong,
Hold on, hold on, be strong
My child hold on, hold on be strong

Hope you all miracles in your life

I´m not going to write here anymore not for a long time anyway.

I have become ill for different reasons and I´m in the hospital.
But I wish you all miracles in your life.

I don´t have strenght right now to do anything.
I have been threated for fun or for real, and I can´t take it anymore,
and I have people that love me but they don´t understand me.

They think I have gone mad… and maybe I have ???
The doctors don´t even think I was going to Paris.
And thoose who understand me is out of reach.

Best of luck to all of you!!!

Roxette- Fading like a rose
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=47vxLNrFRb8

Anastacia - Left outside alone
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NOugW7o9tU

If I where a boy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzQQ3Z_CNvc

Love and light
Jessica

LOVE

When everything comes to a matter of life or death.
What is it the one thing that matters?
For me that is LOVE!!!!!

Love to my neigbour, to women and to men, and to my children and everyone around me.
Even though I´m scared I can´t give up loosing myself because I´m scared.

And I will ask for forgiveness for all the things I have done wrong in my life, and learn from theese lessons.
I´m everything not bad or good, happy or sad.
I do my best, I can´t do anything else.

I will never give up on LOVE.
Don´t try to scare me into obeying, what goes arund comes around just so you know.
You should also learn the lessons noone can escape. There are no shurtcuts.

So if you want LOVE start with giving it.
Don´t close your bubble, let it in and let it flow even though you are scared.

Love Jessica