Quote of today

I just try to be the best I can be and hope that is the best ever. - Anonymous

Found this on the ground today.
I hope it´s a sign that my buisness goes well :-)
I´m an optimist *smile*

Forgiven

Transformation it´s a process

Through life I have been changing many times not at least in my profession.

At first I was an au-pair in USA, then I was working as a travelsalesman,
after that I became a networkeningeer and now I have start working as a masseuer and with reiki and with spirituality.

I feel like a chameleon :-)

I don´t regret anything of it.
My travel thrue life has taken me too many places and meet so many different people.

I had a real crises last year for many reasons but now I have start moving again toward my new dreams.

And also I have met wonderful people helping me on my way to recovery, each person has bringed me blessings in their own way.

I think everything I have been thrue in life has learned me something and even the most dark moments has learned me something and number one is:
*Don´t give up hope, there are always a new sunrise behind the corner even though we have to struggle to reach it.

And when the day comes when I´m going to die, I hope I can look back at my life and be proud of myself that I did my best.

I´m looking forward to what life can bring me next :-)

I just keep on walking and walk around the rocks in my path, our faith can move mountains.

Love and humbleness Jessica

Quote of today

Risk more than others think is safe.
Care more than others think is wise.
Dream more than others think is practical.
Expect more than others think is possible.

Thoughts about death

I saw a documentary yesterday about muslim traditions when they bury their loved onces.

I think death is a part of life and we never know when it going to happen so we better life our life to the fullest.

But one thing made me cry and I felt so sad, it was when a muslim mother that was only 30 years old died because of a robbery in a store and when I saw the husband and the childs sorrow I just cry so much, I felt their pain.

So it´s kind of double when someone dies.
We who still is here are very sad because it creates a emptiness that they are not here physical.

But as a clairvoyant I´m sure for myself anyway, that we can talk to our loved ones and communicate even if they have gone to the other side.
I have had many proof for my own doubts, maybe I talk about this later on also ;-)

But still we are going to miss their physical presense.

For myself I´m not afraid of dying, when it´s my time to go it´s my time, but I want to stay here at Earth as long as I can.

I love to live :-)

We are all going to meet again on the other side that is a comfort for me.

Reflection about the past year

I have been thinking a lot lately.
A lot of reflection :-)

Seems like I have learned a lot of lesson this past year, so what happened to me seem to be a bleesing in disguise.

I have learned to be even more humble and don´t take life for granted.

There are both small and big miracles, for a start is a miracle am still alive I have meet death more then once in my life and survived.

I will tell you more about that later on, maybe in a book ;-)

Even though it gave me a trauma, I´m very happy to be alive :-)

Another thing I´ve learned is when you show your sad is not a weakness is a strenght that you are able to show your true emotions.
Also being able to ask for help when you need it is strenght not a weakness.

How can others help you if you seem to be OK on the outside and hiding your emotions on the inside?
Not all people have the awarness yet to see when something is wrong, or is it me that was so good at hiding my emotions behind a wall?

Now I can help people even better when I have been through a lot myself, when you been at the bottom and can´t find a solution, when everything seem so dark.

I didn´t gave up my hope totally, only for a brief period.

Now I can see and feel the light again even though it can be hard sometimes, but I will never give up hope again.
Now I know I have angels and God by my side, I´m convinced about that.

Love Jessica