Sunday, February 28, 2010

Picture of today


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Thoughts of today 2010.02.28

What if we feel we had enough challenges for a while?
I need a little rest again.
I hope I will found this again in the forest and through meditation.

I always feel guilty when I do nothing, so for me doing nothing is a big challenge.

I always feel I could do this or that, but sometimes we just need to reflect for a while.

Striving for balance is one of my main targets right now.
To have patience to wait and rest (that I learned this last year) and then know when to go even if other disagrees.

We all have challenges in our life, but it would be boring without them and we shouldn´t learn anything either if everything was a piece of cake.

So right now I´m just listening to my heart was is the best for me even if other try to stop me or disagree.

I know there is no other way, to be happy again.

Reflection of today

Paulo Coelho wrote:
07 – You may only live once. But if you do it right, once is enough

My reflection was:
I believe we live several lifes and strange at it seems I want to live even more lifes on Earth if we can make this a better place.

It´s to boring to be on the other side all the time, we need the physical world to live to the fullest and expirience all our feelings.

Right now many things are not good like wars and pullotion, we can make many improvments.
It may never be perfect, then everything becomes too boring, so some challenges along our way spice up the road.

And that is one thing I´m fighting for a better place for all of us. So we can have some heaven on Earth ;-)
Not a boring sunday Earth a joyful and adventures Earth ;-)

Love Jessica

Quotes of today

Be aware of wonder. Live a balanced life - learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work every day some. - Robert Fulghum

Problems arise in that one has to find a balance between what people need from you and what you need for yourself”- Anonymous

Do not think of your fault; still less of others' faults. Look for what is good and strong and try to imitate it. Your faults will drop off like dead leaves when their time comes.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Question about change

Just had a question on my mind today ....
What if we made a mistake but we didn´t realize it until later or maybe it wasn´t a mistake only that you have changed inside along your path.
Anyway we feel that we need to change our way but it can hurt another persons feelings in some way or the other and you don´t want that, what can we do?

Quote of today

Be open to discoveries. Don't have too fixed a notion of the path, but rather have some idea of the kind of things that most appeal to you. - Anonymous

Friday, February 26, 2010

Mistakes and forgiveness

I have done many mistakes in my life that I´m not very proud of.
But I have to forgive myself and also hope that God can forgive me for the trespasses.
I know God forgive me but it´s harder to forgive myself, it takes time.

I don´t want to do mistake but I did because I didn´t know better at this point in life.
Also we grow thrue our mistakes, when we feel guilt we know what we did was not good for ourself or another person and then we try to change our behaviour to try to do better the next time.

But who decide by the way what is a mistake?
Me, you or God?

I think it is that only we ourself know when we did a mistake,
because we feel guilt and that we could have done things in a better way.

So we can say that we evolve thrue mistakes.
Like on Earth today, we are desolate rainforests and do many more things that is not good for ourself or the Earth.
So it´s time to take a good look at ourself and have the insight that we can do better then what we do now.
We can always improve (I believe anyway).

But also forgive ourself for our mistakes, we all do mistakes.

I also think I´m not done yet with doing mistakes (I think we never are),
but I will learn from them and then move on a little bit wiser ;-)

I hope we can make this world a better place for all of us, by learning thrue our mistakes.

A quote about forgiveness:
To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you. - Lewis B Smedes