A song that made me cry today it so beautiful.
And life is both laughter and tears. Like a rollercoaster, we just to have hang in there and learn to live life to the fullest.
Heavy on my heart - Anastacia
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Enjoy the moment
Today I saw the small miracle of life.
Just being satisfied with enjoying the moment.
We went with our children to a place called the Indianhill.
My children were riding a sledge and we had a very nice time.
They are so happy when it´s snow outside, making angels in the snow and just tumble around in the snow.
I wish I could go back in time and be a child once more ;-)
Maybe we can, we just has to focus on this moment *smile*
Love Jessica
Just being satisfied with enjoying the moment.
We went with our children to a place called the Indianhill.
My children were riding a sledge and we had a very nice time.
They are so happy when it´s snow outside, making angels in the snow and just tumble around in the snow.
I wish I could go back in time and be a child once more ;-)
Maybe we can, we just has to focus on this moment *smile*
Love Jessica
Miracle ?
So much strange things has happened in my life recently that I´m conviced that miracle is for real.
I dreamt a dream about my fiance was in a car accident.
I didn´t know how to tell him.
I didn´t want him to be scared so I just told him that I dreamt about a car accident.
I said a prayer that he would be alright and maybe that worked ;-)
And one weak later he almost ended up in a car accident, it was just seconds away.
So now I will trust my dreams even though they scare me sometimes.
It´s a gift even though I don´t think so sometimes, I don´t understand why sometimes.
Love Jessica
I dreamt a dream about my fiance was in a car accident.
I didn´t know how to tell him.
I didn´t want him to be scared so I just told him that I dreamt about a car accident.
I said a prayer that he would be alright and maybe that worked ;-)
And one weak later he almost ended up in a car accident, it was just seconds away.
So now I will trust my dreams even though they scare me sometimes.
It´s a gift even though I don´t think so sometimes, I don´t understand why sometimes.
Love Jessica
A wonderful story from Paulo Coelhos blog
A boy was watching his grandmother write a letter. At one point he asked:
‘Are you writing a story about what we’ve done? Is it a story about me?’
His grandmother stopped writing her letter and said to her grandson:
I am writing about you, actually, but more important than the words is the pencil I’m using. I hope you will be like this pencil when you grow up.’
Intrigued, the boy looked at the pencil. It didn’t seem very special.
‘But it’s just like any other pencil I’ve ever seen!’
‘That depends on how you look at things. It has five qualities which, if you manage to hang on them, will make you a person who is always at peace with the world.’
‘First quality: you are capable of great things, but you must never forget that there is a hand guiding your steps. We call that hand God, and He always guides us according to His will.’
‘Second quality: now and then, I have to stop writing and use a sharpner. That makes the pencil suffer a little, but afterwards, he’s much sharper. So you, too, must learn to bear certain pains and sorrows, because they will make you a better person.
‘Third quality: the pencil always allows us to use an eraser to rub out any mistakes. This means that correcting something we did is not necessarily a bad thing; it helps to keep us on the road to justice.’
‘Fourth quality: what really matters in a pencil is not its wooden exterior, but the graphite inside. So always pay attention to what is happening inside you.’
‘Finally, the pencil’s fifth quality: it always leaves a mark. in just the same way, you should know that everything you do in life will leave a mark, so try to be conscious of that in your every action’
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Friday, December 18, 2009
On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
. ..that everything is perfect Right Here, Right Now. And
Right Here Right Now is all there is.
Forget about the past. It does not exist, except in your
memory. Drop it. And stop worrying about how you're
going to get through tomorrow. Life is going on Right
Here, Right Now -- pay attention to that and all will
be well.
Embrace the present moment with gratefulness and
wonder, and you will turn it into whatever you have
been waiting for.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
. .that they who are all things to their neighbors cease to
be anything to themselves.
Norman Douglas said that, and he was right. So do not
worry about "what the neighbors think." Worry only
about whether you are being true to yourself.
Think, act, and speak today from the place of your
highest truth. About all things. Including your
relationship, your life work, your thoughts and your
choices.
It is time that you came out of hiding on some things,
don't you agree?
This quote gave me hope today:
... that you have to pass through a dark night of the soul. Everyone does, including you.
A time comes when what you have always believed is true melts away underneath you.
When you cast in doubt even the most obvious, the most simple.
When it seems that dark night is all around, and you are all alone.
Take heart, this journey through abyss is the final barrier before your emergence into the heavenly light of a new synthesis of your being.
God is waiting for you on the other side.
A time comes when what you have always believed is true melts away underneath you.
When you cast in doubt even the most obvious, the most simple.
When it seems that dark night is all around, and you are all alone.
Take heart, this journey through abyss is the final barrier before your emergence into the heavenly light of a new synthesis of your being.
God is waiting for you on the other side.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
What do I do when I feel trapped in a corner?
Whatever I do in this situation is hurting someone.
I don´t want anyone to hurt, but I can´t go on living a life where I do not listen to my heart.
I want to be accpeted for who I am.
I don´t want to play a role of someone else to satisfie another person.
I hope for a miracle in this situation.
Love and light
Jessica
Thursday, December 10, 2009
On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
. .that just when it looks like life is falling apart, it may
be falling together for the first time.
I have learned to trust the process of life, and not so
much the outcome. Destinations have not nearly as
much value as journeys.
So maybe you should let things fall apart at this
juncture if that's what's happening. Don't hang on so
tenaciously. The nice thing about things falling apart is
that you can pick up only the pieces that you want...
...and you know exactly why I told you this today...
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
hope once again
I begin to have hope once again that everything is going to be OK in the end. I have had a hard time but I can now see the light in the tunnel. But it feels it too good to be true somehow. But I still hope for a miracle it´s kind of shaky right now.
I have recently started to work with help from a goverment project. Not much money, but I can test my dreamjob which is doing reiki and massage and help people as I myself have been helped in different ways.
This work is going to last until march and after that I will see if I can open up my own buisness.
Otherwise I have to find another work on part time so I still can continue my dream.
I will not give up !!!
We can make a difference in someone elses life even if we don´t realize it sometimes.
Take care !!!
Love Jessica
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
I didn´t know my own strenght
A friend of my send me this video and this is how I feel right know. Like the bird in a cage ready to fly for the first time.
I didn´t know my own strenght
Love Jessica
I didn´t know my own strenght
Love Jessica
Friday, December 4, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
Return to life
Today is a big day in my life.
I have been very down lately because I have felt trapped by circumstances that I couldn´t do anything about.
But now the luck has returned, it´s a miracle.
I can only say Halleluja !!!!
I have been very down lately because I have felt trapped by circumstances that I couldn´t do anything about.
But now the luck has returned, it´s a miracle.
I can only say Halleluja !!!!
Friday, September 11, 2009
An awakening day
Today was a really awakening day for me !!
I have thought for a while now that I cannot do anything and that I´m useless in several ways.
But today I helped a friend that are going through a divorce and she was so thankful that I could help her and we talked about stuff that really matters.
And she encouraged me to start my buisness right away, she said that I can help a lot of people, no doubt about it.I really needed to hear that right now when my self esteem was low.
It´s so strange that we can be both strong and weak at the same time.We really need to help each other in this world, reach out a hand to help our neigbour.We all need a hand when we are in the dark to be able to reach the light.
We are all ONE !!!
I have thought for a while now that I cannot do anything and that I´m useless in several ways.
But today I helped a friend that are going through a divorce and she was so thankful that I could help her and we talked about stuff that really matters.
And she encouraged me to start my buisness right away, she said that I can help a lot of people, no doubt about it.I really needed to hear that right now when my self esteem was low.
It´s so strange that we can be both strong and weak at the same time.We really need to help each other in this world, reach out a hand to help our neigbour.We all need a hand when we are in the dark to be able to reach the light.
We are all ONE !!!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Email from Neale 090910
On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
....that it's okay to go ahead and take a risk.
There's no guarantee that everything will turn out exactly
the way you want it to, but there IS a guarantee that it
cannot possibly do so if you are afraid to even take the
chance.
"Nothing ventured, nothing gained" is not just a nifty
old-time saying. It's wisdom. Listen to it.
You know exactly why you received this message today.
....that it's okay to go ahead and take a risk.
There's no guarantee that everything will turn out exactly
the way you want it to, but there IS a guarantee that it
cannot possibly do so if you are afraid to even take the
chance.
"Nothing ventured, nothing gained" is not just a nifty
old-time saying. It's wisdom. Listen to it.
You know exactly why you received this message today.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Email from Neale 090901
On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
...that nothing is as bad as it seems. Nothing .
There is a benefit and a blessing hidden in the folds
of every experience and every outcome. That includes
every and any 'bad' thing that may be happening to
you right now.
Change your perspective. Know that nothing happens
ever that is not for your highest good. All that needs
to change for you to see this...is your definition of
'Highest Good.'
...that nothing is as bad as it seems. Nothing .
There is a benefit and a blessing hidden in the folds
of every experience and every outcome. That includes
every and any 'bad' thing that may be happening to
you right now.
Change your perspective. Know that nothing happens
ever that is not for your highest good. All that needs
to change for you to see this...is your definition of
'Highest Good.'
Monday, August 31, 2009
Email from Neale 090831
This email from Neale Donald Walsch lightened up my day , it made me change my perspective
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On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
....that there is a solution to all of this--
and it is right around the next corner.
A few weeks from now you will not even be facing
this problem. A few months from now, you will have
forgotten you ever had it. A few years from now you
will wonder why you let yourself worry so much.
I'm not trying to make light of it here. I just want to
put it in perspective.
Okay? Trust God here. Trust life. And breathe.
*********************
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On this day of your life, Jessica, I believe God wants you to know...
....that there is a solution to all of this--
and it is right around the next corner.
A few weeks from now you will not even be facing
this problem. A few months from now, you will have
forgotten you ever had it. A few years from now you
will wonder why you let yourself worry so much.
I'm not trying to make light of it here. I just want to
put it in perspective.
Okay? Trust God here. Trust life. And breathe.
*********************
Thursday, August 27, 2009
My path
How hard it is to follow your heart when the people closest to you dont agree with your path. They want you to take the safe path, but I can´t go on on the safe path anymore, it will cost to much.
My soul will slowly die if I continue on the safe path.
So I will pray to God and the angels to help me on my "new" path.
And I will remember that it always look darkest before dawn.
From now on I have to put my trust in faith and continue.
My soul will slowly die if I continue on the safe path.
So I will pray to God and the angels to help me on my "new" path.
And I will remember that it always look darkest before dawn.
From now on I have to put my trust in faith and continue.
Daily qoute :-D
As simple as it sounds, we all must try to be the best person we can:
By making the best choices, by making the most of the talents we've been given.
By making the best choices, by making the most of the talents we've been given.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Quote I found
We are reminded how short life really is, and how we are just passing through.
So, all the people you haven't told you love lately,
tell them, and live your days like you mean it.
So, all the people you haven't told you love lately,
tell them, and live your days like you mean it.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Poem of today
Whenever you are lonely...
Whenever you are blue...
Just want to walk beside you,
And smell the sweet fresh dew.
Just want to feel your heartbeat,
Beating close to mine.
Your arms wrapped tightly round me,
As you rest your head on mine.
Listening to the stillness,
As we stand beside the shore,
The waves beat like your heartbeat,
Telling me I can't want more...
Than to always walk beside you,
Clasp your tender hand in mine.
I love you now, forever,
And I will for all of time.
Whenever you are blue...
Just want to walk beside you,
And smell the sweet fresh dew.
Just want to feel your heartbeat,
Beating close to mine.
Your arms wrapped tightly round me,
As you rest your head on mine.
Listening to the stillness,
As we stand beside the shore,
The waves beat like your heartbeat,
Telling me I can't want more...
Than to always walk beside you,
Clasp your tender hand in mine.
I love you now, forever,
And I will for all of time.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Quote of the day
When you feel like nothing is there but pain and hurt and great despair, that is when we know we need to not give up, whatever it is we’re going through.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Reflection about what happened in March
Now some time have passed since I ended up in hospital because of stress in March.
I recieved a friend request in Facebook from a person that called himself Slayer Al Saffah
( the butcher profet) just days before I was going to meet Paulo and other readers in Paris.
And I became so afraid that my brain didn´t know what was real or not.
I couldn´t sleep for several days and that made me ill.
Now I have recovered from this and I hope I never going to be so afraid again.
Now I just take day by day and trying to se the beauty in every day life, like enjoying watching a butterfly, taking a break and just sit in the sun.
Enjoying the moment to the fullest.
Maybe I get a new chance to go to Paris and meet my favourite aouthor.
But if I don´t get another chance I will anyway enjoy my everyday life and live life to the fullest.
I don´t want to get older and regret the things I didn´t do.
I want to take the chance when it comes, and if rocks comes in the way I will try the hardest I can to remove them.
And if they are to big to move I will try to find another way to get around it.
Love and light
Jessica
I recieved a friend request in Facebook from a person that called himself Slayer Al Saffah
( the butcher profet) just days before I was going to meet Paulo and other readers in Paris.
And I became so afraid that my brain didn´t know what was real or not.
I couldn´t sleep for several days and that made me ill.
Now I have recovered from this and I hope I never going to be so afraid again.
Now I just take day by day and trying to se the beauty in every day life, like enjoying watching a butterfly, taking a break and just sit in the sun.
Enjoying the moment to the fullest.
Maybe I get a new chance to go to Paris and meet my favourite aouthor.
But if I don´t get another chance I will anyway enjoy my everyday life and live life to the fullest.
I don´t want to get older and regret the things I didn´t do.
I want to take the chance when it comes, and if rocks comes in the way I will try the hardest I can to remove them.
And if they are to big to move I will try to find another way to get around it.
Love and light
Jessica
Monday, July 27, 2009
quotes about loneliness
Loneliness
Is
An island
In
The middle
Of
A sea of people
~R.R (aged 11)
Loneliness is part of being human.It reminds us that we are not
Complete in ourselves.
~David Runcorn
People are lonely because they build
Walls instead of bridges.
~J.Newton
“We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone.
Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment
that we're not alone.”
~Orson Welles
“The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.”
~ Mother Teresa
Is
An island
In
The middle
Of
A sea of people
~R.R (aged 11)
Loneliness is part of being human.It reminds us that we are not
Complete in ourselves.
~David Runcorn
People are lonely because they build
Walls instead of bridges.
~J.Newton
“We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone.
Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment
that we're not alone.”
~Orson Welles
“The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.”
~ Mother Teresa
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Native American Prayer
Oh, Great Spirit
Whose voice I hear in the winds,
And whose breath gives life to all the world,
hear me, I am small and weak,
I need your strength and wisdom.
Let me walk in beauty and make my eyes ever behold
the red and purple sunset.
Make my hands respect the things you have
made and my ears sharp to hear your voice.
Make me wise so that I may understand the things
you have taught my people.
Let me learn the lessons you have
hidden in every leaf and rock.
I seek strength, not to be greater than my brother,
but to fight my greatest enemy - myself.
Make me always ready to come to you
with clean hands and straight eyes.
So when life fades, as the fading sunset,
my Spirit may come to you without shame.
(translated by Lakota Sioux Chief Yellow Lark in 1887)
Whose voice I hear in the winds,
And whose breath gives life to all the world,
hear me, I am small and weak,
I need your strength and wisdom.
Let me walk in beauty and make my eyes ever behold
the red and purple sunset.
Make my hands respect the things you have
made and my ears sharp to hear your voice.
Make me wise so that I may understand the things
you have taught my people.
Let me learn the lessons you have
hidden in every leaf and rock.
I seek strength, not to be greater than my brother,
but to fight my greatest enemy - myself.
Make me always ready to come to you
with clean hands and straight eyes.
So when life fades, as the fading sunset,
my Spirit may come to you without shame.
(translated by Lakota Sioux Chief Yellow Lark in 1887)
Monday, June 29, 2009
A wonderful day
Today I have had a wonderful day on the beach with my children and my mum and dad.
Carpe diem ;-)
Carpe diem ;-)
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Thoughts about reincarnation
Posted in Your Space in my Blog (Paulo Coelho)
A quote from my blog again ;-)
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The life you have led doesn’t need to be the only life you have.
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I believe in reincarnation that we have lived several lifes here at Earth.
I have made regression and remembered several lifes, and a friend of mine also did a regression.
And we had lived several lifes together, and she could fill in things from my life.
Very strange, but I believe in it.
What do you believe ?
Love Jessica
A quote from my blog again ;-)
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The life you have led doesn’t need to be the only life you have.
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I believe in reincarnation that we have lived several lifes here at Earth.
I have made regression and remembered several lifes, and a friend of mine also did a regression.
And we had lived several lifes together, and she could fill in things from my life.
Very strange, but I believe in it.
What do you believe ?
Love Jessica
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Comment on Paulos quote of the day
Paulos quote
"The warrior of light knows the value of persistence and of courage.(Manual of the Warrior of Light)"
As usual Paulo, you write exactly what I need to read.
But I also want to add … faith and hope !!!
I lost myself for a while, but I think I´m going through a huge transformation right know so I feel so fragile right now.
I cry for nothing, it just comes … even though I not want to cry.Maybe old sorrow and pain I have tried to push down?
And need the hope and faith to come back soon !!!
Love Jessica
"The warrior of light knows the value of persistence and of courage.(Manual of the Warrior of Light)"
As usual Paulo, you write exactly what I need to read.
But I also want to add … faith and hope !!!
I lost myself for a while, but I think I´m going through a huge transformation right know so I feel so fragile right now.
I cry for nothing, it just comes … even though I not want to cry.Maybe old sorrow and pain I have tried to push down?
And need the hope and faith to come back soon !!!
Love Jessica
Monday, May 11, 2009
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Thoughts of today 090510
Sorry if I bring anyone down but I´m kind of down and tired right now.
Most of being tired.
Maybe because of a an allergy I have of some spring pollen.
Do anyone have a quick fix for become more alert & alive?
I have tried a special health food but no result yet :-(
I want to be full of life like the spring, why this fatigue?
Most of being tired.
Maybe because of a an allergy I have of some spring pollen.
Do anyone have a quick fix for become more alert & alive?
I have tried a special health food but no result yet :-(
I want to be full of life like the spring, why this fatigue?
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Thoughts of today 090505
Today I was sad for a reason (I don´t tell you about right now), and the weather didn´t do it any better.
I want to be happy so why am I sad???
I think I have pushed it down for a while so when the cup is full it runs over.
Now I feel better again, after picking up my kids from school.
I want to live life to the fullest so why does the sadness come when I don´t want it to come ??
I couldn´t control my feelings, can we ever control them??
Because when the cup is full, is full.
From a very emotional Jessica today
I want to be happy so why am I sad???
I think I have pushed it down for a while so when the cup is full it runs over.
Now I feel better again, after picking up my kids from school.
I want to live life to the fullest so why does the sadness come when I don´t want it to come ??
I couldn´t control my feelings, can we ever control them??
Because when the cup is full, is full.
From a very emotional Jessica today
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Just some reflection
What is love ??
Maybe to treat a person as you wanted to be treated, with love, respect and empathy.
And we have to learn to love ourself first, it always start with yourself.
You can make a person happy just by giving him/her a smile and a friendly word or a hug.
And also talk nice to yourself in the mirror for example ;-)
You can be the change in someone elses life.
And we can also change our own life, when we start to love ourself for who we are.
I have myself had a hard time for a while now and if I hadn´t have my friends around I don´t know how I should move forward.
I needed them, as they may need me one day.
They show me how I can be able to open my heart, and talk about whats troubling me, and they show me another way of looking at this subject.
So appriciate your friends and give them a hug and tell them what they mean to you :-D
Love to all my friends that visiting my blog and to all my other friends.
Maybe to treat a person as you wanted to be treated, with love, respect and empathy.
And we have to learn to love ourself first, it always start with yourself.
You can make a person happy just by giving him/her a smile and a friendly word or a hug.
And also talk nice to yourself in the mirror for example ;-)
You can be the change in someone elses life.
And we can also change our own life, when we start to love ourself for who we are.
I have myself had a hard time for a while now and if I hadn´t have my friends around I don´t know how I should move forward.
I needed them, as they may need me one day.
They show me how I can be able to open my heart, and talk about whats troubling me, and they show me another way of looking at this subject.
So appriciate your friends and give them a hug and tell them what they mean to you :-D
Love to all my friends that visiting my blog and to all my other friends.
Quotes to overcome worry
No longer forward nor behind I look in hope and fear;
But grateful take the good I find,
The best of now and here.
**John G. Whittier**
Never let life's hardships disturb you ...
no one can avoid problems, not even saints or sages.
**Nichiren Daishonen**
Do not anticipate trouble, or worry about what may never happen.
Keep in the sunlight.
**Benjamin Franklin**
The rose is fairest when 't is budding new,and hope is brightest when it dawns from fears.
**Walter Scott**
But grateful take the good I find,
The best of now and here.
**John G. Whittier**
Never let life's hardships disturb you ...
no one can avoid problems, not even saints or sages.
**Nichiren Daishonen**
Do not anticipate trouble, or worry about what may never happen.
Keep in the sunlight.
**Benjamin Franklin**
The rose is fairest when 't is budding new,and hope is brightest when it dawns from fears.
**Walter Scott**
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Thoughts of today 090429
How fast my emotions can change ....
From feeling so alone and abandon in the morning, to feel abundance and joy in the evening.
That make me think that we people are not an island.
We need other people to feel abundance, if we share we feel even more joy and abundance.
They key is sharing once again.
One friend I met in the middle of the day.
We ate lunch together and talked about everything between earth and heaven.
I helped her to peal shrimps to a dish for her sons birthday party.
Another friend I met in the evening.
We meditated and practice the paranormal such as tarot cards.
I´m blessed to have this wonderful friends, what should I do without them ;-)
I also need both the physical world and the spiritual world.
We are all .... body, spirit and soul.
We need to see things from different angles, and our friends can help us with that.
The circle of friends :-)
Love Jessica
From feeling so alone and abandon in the morning, to feel abundance and joy in the evening.
That make me think that we people are not an island.
We need other people to feel abundance, if we share we feel even more joy and abundance.
They key is sharing once again.
One friend I met in the middle of the day.
We ate lunch together and talked about everything between earth and heaven.
I helped her to peal shrimps to a dish for her sons birthday party.
Another friend I met in the evening.
We meditated and practice the paranormal such as tarot cards.
I´m blessed to have this wonderful friends, what should I do without them ;-)
I also need both the physical world and the spiritual world.
We are all .... body, spirit and soul.
We need to see things from different angles, and our friends can help us with that.
The circle of friends :-)
Love Jessica
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
Thoughts of today 090427
Hmmm ...... what is my thoughts today *LOL*
Today I have been out in the woods as usual with my dog "Bella" and it was 20 celcius degrees, Wonderful with spring the flowers ans all the butterflies!!!
But I also was very tired, because I´m allergic to some treas and their pollen ;-)
I have also decided that I will do a trip somewhere in the soon future with my family, to change the surroundings for a while and get some new insights :-)
Hugs from Jessica
Today I have been out in the woods as usual with my dog "Bella" and it was 20 celcius degrees, Wonderful with spring the flowers ans all the butterflies!!!
But I also was very tired, because I´m allergic to some treas and their pollen ;-)
I have also decided that I will do a trip somewhere in the soon future with my family, to change the surroundings for a while and get some new insights :-)
Hugs from Jessica
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
Quote of the day
” IF WE OURSELVES REMAIN ANGRY AND THEN SING WORLD PEACE, IT HAS LITTLE MEANING.
SO, YOU SEE, FIRST OUR INDIVIDUAL SELF MUST LEARN PEACE.
THIS WE CAN PRACTICE, THEN WE TEACH THE REST OF THE WORLD”
THE DALAI LAMA
SO, YOU SEE, FIRST OUR INDIVIDUAL SELF MUST LEARN PEACE.
THIS WE CAN PRACTICE, THEN WE TEACH THE REST OF THE WORLD”
THE DALAI LAMA
Sunday, April 19, 2009
What is reiki?
I recieed a question what reiki is?
Here comes an explanation:
Rei, meaning "Universal" and Ki, meaning "Life Force".
Reiki is a hands-on healing technique, which is based on the the idea of accessing the universal life force and channeling it through a reiki practioners body and out their hands into a persons body for the purpose of healing mind, body and spirit.
Reiki is an emmensly simple yet powerful method which can remove blockages and restore the flow of energy around the body.
The spirit of reiki is challenging and rewarding and can lead you into a journey of spiritual exploration and discovery.
It helps release the drama and illusions that we have limited ourselves with.
This energizing force can empower you to feel as an emotional being, to respond to situations creatively, and to act throughout your life as a channel for good.
The effect of reiki is not always immediate or obvious, although for some people it can be dramatic and instant.
Reiki has its own inherent wisdom and acts as a force that gives people what they need rather than what they ask for.
Although reiki is a hands-on form of healing, no maniupulation of the body is involved, and therefore, there are no risks of injuries.
Reiki is suitable for everyone; and can be used successfully in conjunction with other complimentary therapies and healing forms, and with orthodox medical treatments.
Reiki is more than a complementary therapy.
It can also be regarded as a spiritual journey or a life path.
Many people say that the healing and balancing of the body's natural flow of energy creates a sence of openness.
This offers the opportunity to expand one's consciousness, as well as to release long-held stresses and pains.
Reiki is truly one of the most wonderful healing tools present on this planet at this time.
This is important for us now as conditions on our planet are critical.
There are wars, famines, disease, pollution, the destruction of the eco system, crime, poverty and horrible living conditions.
These problems are being experienced by billions of people and are getting worse.
These problems have been caused primarily by the decisions people have made on an individual, local and global basis.
The underlying values and beliefs which govern the decision making processes for the planet are in need of a major revision.
We need to change our values and beliefs so we can move from a fragmented earth to a whole earth, from an earth motivated by fear to an earth motivated by love, from an earth filled with suspicion and conflict to an earth living in trust and cooperation.
Within reiki lies the energy and consciousness necessary to make these changes.
"WE HAVE WHAT WE SEEK. IT IS THERE ALL THE TIME, AND IF WE GIVE IT TIME, IT WILL MAKE ITSELF KNOWN TO US"
Here comes an explanation:
Rei, meaning "Universal" and Ki, meaning "Life Force".
Reiki is a hands-on healing technique, which is based on the the idea of accessing the universal life force and channeling it through a reiki practioners body and out their hands into a persons body for the purpose of healing mind, body and spirit.
Reiki is an emmensly simple yet powerful method which can remove blockages and restore the flow of energy around the body.
The spirit of reiki is challenging and rewarding and can lead you into a journey of spiritual exploration and discovery.
It helps release the drama and illusions that we have limited ourselves with.
This energizing force can empower you to feel as an emotional being, to respond to situations creatively, and to act throughout your life as a channel for good.
The effect of reiki is not always immediate or obvious, although for some people it can be dramatic and instant.
Reiki has its own inherent wisdom and acts as a force that gives people what they need rather than what they ask for.
Although reiki is a hands-on form of healing, no maniupulation of the body is involved, and therefore, there are no risks of injuries.
Reiki is suitable for everyone; and can be used successfully in conjunction with other complimentary therapies and healing forms, and with orthodox medical treatments.
Reiki is more than a complementary therapy.
It can also be regarded as a spiritual journey or a life path.
Many people say that the healing and balancing of the body's natural flow of energy creates a sence of openness.
This offers the opportunity to expand one's consciousness, as well as to release long-held stresses and pains.
Reiki is truly one of the most wonderful healing tools present on this planet at this time.
This is important for us now as conditions on our planet are critical.
There are wars, famines, disease, pollution, the destruction of the eco system, crime, poverty and horrible living conditions.
These problems are being experienced by billions of people and are getting worse.
These problems have been caused primarily by the decisions people have made on an individual, local and global basis.
The underlying values and beliefs which govern the decision making processes for the planet are in need of a major revision.
We need to change our values and beliefs so we can move from a fragmented earth to a whole earth, from an earth motivated by fear to an earth motivated by love, from an earth filled with suspicion and conflict to an earth living in trust and cooperation.
Within reiki lies the energy and consciousness necessary to make these changes.
"WE HAVE WHAT WE SEEK. IT IS THERE ALL THE TIME, AND IF WE GIVE IT TIME, IT WILL MAKE ITSELF KNOWN TO US"
inspiration quotes
Everyone has inside of him a piece of good news.
The good news is that you don’t know how great you can be! Howmuch you can love! What you can accomplish!
And what your potential is!
- Anne Frank
We can stay young by focusing on a dream instead of on a regret.
-Unknown
We must be willing to let go of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
- E. M. Forester
The real secret of patience is to find something to do in the meantime.
-Unknown
Your key to freedom lies in your power to control your thoughts.
-Unknown
The good news is that you don’t know how great you can be! Howmuch you can love! What you can accomplish!
And what your potential is!
- Anne Frank
We can stay young by focusing on a dream instead of on a regret.
-Unknown
We must be willing to let go of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
- E. M. Forester
The real secret of patience is to find something to do in the meantime.
-Unknown
Your key to freedom lies in your power to control your thoughts.
-Unknown
Saturday, April 18, 2009
What is freedom?
Freedom what is freedom?
Free to express myself without someone labeling me.
Let me express the real me.
Peel the onion peace by peace until I only am the kernel.
Just being me without fear of being judge.
We should not judge each other, instead share both our simularities and our unique gifts :-)
Love Jessica
Free to express myself without someone labeling me.
Let me express the real me.
Peel the onion peace by peace until I only am the kernel.
Just being me without fear of being judge.
We should not judge each other, instead share both our simularities and our unique gifts :-)
Love Jessica
Friday, April 17, 2009
Quotes of today by Carl Jung
The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
Carl Jung
The shoe that fits one person pinches another; there is no recipe for living that suits all cases.
Carl Jung
As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light in the darkness of mere being.
Carl Jung, "Memories, Dreams, Reflections", 1962
Where love rules, there is no will to power, and where power predominates, love is lacking.
The one is the shadow of the other.
Carl Jung, "On the Psychology of the Unconciousness", 1917
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Frustration
I feel so frustrated today,
I want to do so much, but I´m still tired from me living on adrenaline for some weaks.
Just patience and persistance right know.
Sooo boring !!!
I want something to happen in the right direction right now.
Tired of waiting for the right moment again.
Can someone help me please …
How can I found the strenght to carrie on when I feel down and tired???
I want to open my own buisness now, write a book now, live now !!!I have so much to give, but where should I start ???
Why do I have a hard time to do one thing at a time, I have 0 or 10 things going on.
Maybe I need to learn hiw I can take one thing at a time?
Someone has a good idea how to learn that?
Love and hug Jessica
I want to do so much, but I´m still tired from me living on adrenaline for some weaks.
Just patience and persistance right know.
Sooo boring !!!
I want something to happen in the right direction right now.
Tired of waiting for the right moment again.
Can someone help me please …
How can I found the strenght to carrie on when I feel down and tired???
I want to open my own buisness now, write a book now, live now !!!I have so much to give, but where should I start ???
Why do I have a hard time to do one thing at a time, I have 0 or 10 things going on.
Maybe I need to learn hiw I can take one thing at a time?
Someone has a good idea how to learn that?
Love and hug Jessica
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Just some reflections
I´m so tired right know.
I need to rest and feel which path I need to go now.
Some people around me try to make me abandon my true path.
But I have decide I need to walk it even if some disagree and think I´m crazy.
They can think what they want, it most about themself, that they don´t have the courage to walk the narrowest path.
It´s my life and I need to follow my heart step by step, and go on even when I fall.
Otherwise my soul is going to be a zombie and that I can´t let happen.
Love and hugs from Jessica
I need to rest and feel which path I need to go now.
Some people around me try to make me abandon my true path.
But I have decide I need to walk it even if some disagree and think I´m crazy.
They can think what they want, it most about themself, that they don´t have the courage to walk the narrowest path.
It´s my life and I need to follow my heart step by step, and go on even when I fall.
Otherwise my soul is going to be a zombie and that I can´t let happen.
Love and hugs from Jessica
Sunday, April 12, 2009
more indian qoutes
"The Way To Dance The Dance Of Life"
Honor the sacred.
Honor the Earth....our Mother
Honor the elders.
Honor all with whom we share the Earth:
Four-leggeds, two-leggeds, winged ones,
Swimmers, crawlers, plant and rock people.
Walk in balance and beauty.
"We Know We Are Out Of Step When"
We cannot walk a straight line.
We've stepped on our brother's foot.
We forget to be thankful.
We feel alone.
We think our dance is the only dance there is.
We forget to keep on dancing ;D
I find this on this site : http://www.impurplehawk.com/
Honor the sacred.
Honor the Earth....our Mother
Honor the elders.
Honor all with whom we share the Earth:
Four-leggeds, two-leggeds, winged ones,
Swimmers, crawlers, plant and rock people.
Walk in balance and beauty.
"We Know We Are Out Of Step When"
We cannot walk a straight line.
We've stepped on our brother's foot.
We forget to be thankful.
We feel alone.
We think our dance is the only dance there is.
We forget to keep on dancing ;D
I find this on this site : http://www.impurplehawk.com/
Native Indian quotes
Eagles: When they walk, they stumble. They are not what one would call graceful.
They were not designed to walk. They fly. And when they fly, oh, how they fly, so free, so graceful.
They see from the sky what we never see.”
Eagle Chief (Letakos-Lesa) Pawnee
QuotesIn the beginning of all things, wisdom and knowledge were with the animals, for Tirawa, the One Above, did not speak directly to man.
He sent certain animals to tell men that he showed himself through the beast, and that from them, and from the stars and the sun and moon should man learn.. all things tell of Tirawa.
All things in the world are two.
In our minds we are two, good and evil. With our eyes we see two things, things that are fair and things that are ugly....
We have the right hand that strikes and makes for evil, and we have the left hand full of kindness, near the heart. One foot may lead us to an evil way, the other foot may lead us to a good. So are all things two, all two.
They were not designed to walk. They fly. And when they fly, oh, how they fly, so free, so graceful.
They see from the sky what we never see.”
Eagle Chief (Letakos-Lesa) Pawnee
QuotesIn the beginning of all things, wisdom and knowledge were with the animals, for Tirawa, the One Above, did not speak directly to man.
He sent certain animals to tell men that he showed himself through the beast, and that from them, and from the stars and the sun and moon should man learn.. all things tell of Tirawa.
All things in the world are two.
In our minds we are two, good and evil. With our eyes we see two things, things that are fair and things that are ugly....
We have the right hand that strikes and makes for evil, and we have the left hand full of kindness, near the heart. One foot may lead us to an evil way, the other foot may lead us to a good. So are all things two, all two.
White buffalo
The White Buffalo Woman then spoke to the women, telling them that it was the work of their hands and the fruit of their bodies which kept the people alive.
"You are from the mother earth," she told them. "
What you are doing is as great as what warriors do."
And therefore the sacred pipe is also something that binds men and women together in a circle of love. It is the one holy object in the making of which both men and women have a hand.
The men carve the bowl and make the stem; the women decorate it with bands of colored porcupine quills.
When a man takes a wife, they both hold the pipe at the same time and red cloth is wound around their hands, thus tying them together for life.
Another story about White Buffalo
When White Buffalo Calf Woman promised to return again, she made some prophecies at that time.
One of those prophesies was that the birth of a white buffalo calf would be a sign that it would be near the time when she would return again to purify the world.
What she meant by that was that she would bring back harmony again and balance, spiritually.
Chief Arvol Looking Horse, 19th Generation Keeper of the Original Sacred White Buffalo Calf Pipe of the Lakota, Dakota, and Nakota Great Sioux Nation, sends these words on learning of the recent birth of the 9th White Buffalo Calf: “White Buffalo Calf Woman's spirit makes her presence known, a sign of great changes signifying the Crossroads.
I never dreamed I would live to witness this momentous time.
Eight other white buffalo have since stood upon Mother Earth. White Buffalo Calf Woman's spirit has announced her message of support in this time of great danger, and she continues to announce the message in the birth of each White Buffalo--each one of them a Sign, each one a fulfillment of ancient Prophecy as well as a new Prophecy for our times.
” From: White Buffalo Teachings by Chief Arvol Looking Horse "
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
Peculiar ways of life
I´m right know feeling a little confused about my situation, but I know everything is going to turn out well in the future.
I don´t really know what is going to happen in my life right know.
I trust that God will help me with signs and that I have the courage to follow them.
I´m not giving up, I raise myself up when I fall and continue my journey of life.
And the journey itself is really exiting.
Maybe too exiciting sometimes.
Right now I rest after being scared of a situation because I thought that someone was after me.
I still don´t know what this persons wanted me, maybe just be a friend?
But I found it peculiar that he called himself Slayer al Saffah (the slaughter profet).
Just some days before I was going to Paris to Paulos St Jospehs day party.
I became scared and paralyzed, wanted to protect my family in the first place.
Now I don´t care anymore, I can´t going around being afraid anymore, I trust that God
(the Source) gives me a solution how I can contionue my journey with faith and courage.
Love Jessica
I don´t really know what is going to happen in my life right know.
I trust that God will help me with signs and that I have the courage to follow them.
I´m not giving up, I raise myself up when I fall and continue my journey of life.
And the journey itself is really exiting.
Maybe too exiciting sometimes.
Right now I rest after being scared of a situation because I thought that someone was after me.
I still don´t know what this persons wanted me, maybe just be a friend?
But I found it peculiar that he called himself Slayer al Saffah (the slaughter profet).
Just some days before I was going to Paris to Paulos St Jospehs day party.
I became scared and paralyzed, wanted to protect my family in the first place.
Now I don´t care anymore, I can´t going around being afraid anymore, I trust that God
(the Source) gives me a solution how I can contionue my journey with faith and courage.
Love Jessica
Thursday, April 9, 2009
quotes about rest
Live where your Passion finds a purpose, effort is just another word for Joy, and rest is the only distraction you allow .
Laura Teresa Marquez
Source: Early Morning Conversation
Those who awaken never rest in one place.
Like swans, they rise and leave the lake.
On the air they rise and fly an invisible course.
Their food is knowledge.
They live on emptiness.
They have seen how to break free.
Who can follow them?
Buddha (563 - 483 BC)
Source: Dhammapada
The saying goes, 'The sage rests, truly rests and is at ease.' This manifests itself in calmness and detachment, so that worries and distress cannot affect him, nothing unpleasant can disturb him, his Virtue is complete and his spirit is not stirred up.
Chuang Tzu (c.360 BC - c. 275 BC)
Source: The Book of Chuang Tzu (Arkana S.), Page: 130
When it's new and important, you have to rest in between times.
And anyway, even when I like a person there is a weariness that comes.
I can be with someone and everything is fine and then all of a sudden it can wash over me like a sickness, that I need the quiet of my own self.
I need to unload my head and look at what I've got in there so far.
See it.
Think what it means.
I always need to come back to being alone for awhile.
I guess I sort of got used to it when I was younger and now it's mixed in my character like eggs in a cake.
Sometimes I wonder, does this mean I'll have to be a nun or something?
Elizabeth Berg
Source: Joy School (Ballantine Reader's Circle)
Page:
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Quotes of today
Albert Einstein:
All religions, arts and sciences are branches of the same tree. All these aspirations are directed toward ennobling man's life, lifting it from the sphere of mere physical existence and leading the individual towards freedom.
C. Wright Mills:
Freedom is not merely the opportunity to do as one pleases; neither is it merely the opportunity to choose between set alternatives. Freedom is, first of all, the chance to formulate the available choices, to argue over them -- and then, the opportunity to choose.
Carl Shurz:
If you want to be free, there is but one way; it is to guarantee an equally full measure of liberty to all your neighbors. There is no other.
Elizabeth Gilbert:
To sit patiently with a yearning that has not yet been fulfilled, and to trust that, that fulfillment will come, is quite possibly one of the most powerful "magic skills" that human beings are capable of. It has been noted by almost every ancient wisdom tradition.
Gladys Taber:
A garden is evidence of faith. It links us with all the misty figures of the past who also planted and were nourished by the fruits of their planting.
Eric Hoffer:
The remarkable thing is that we really love our neighbor as ourselves: we do unto others as we do unto ourselves. We hate others when we hate ourselves. We are tolerant toward others when we tolerate ourselves. We forgive others when we forgive ourselves. We are prone to sacrifice others when we are ready to sacrifice ourselves.
Martin Luther King, jr.:
We must develop and maintain the capacity to forgive. He who is devoid of the power to forgive is devoid of the power to love. There is some good in the worst of us and some evil in the best of us. When we discover this, we are less prone to hate our enemies.
All religions, arts and sciences are branches of the same tree. All these aspirations are directed toward ennobling man's life, lifting it from the sphere of mere physical existence and leading the individual towards freedom.
C. Wright Mills:
Freedom is not merely the opportunity to do as one pleases; neither is it merely the opportunity to choose between set alternatives. Freedom is, first of all, the chance to formulate the available choices, to argue over them -- and then, the opportunity to choose.
Carl Shurz:
If you want to be free, there is but one way; it is to guarantee an equally full measure of liberty to all your neighbors. There is no other.
Elizabeth Gilbert:
To sit patiently with a yearning that has not yet been fulfilled, and to trust that, that fulfillment will come, is quite possibly one of the most powerful "magic skills" that human beings are capable of. It has been noted by almost every ancient wisdom tradition.
Gladys Taber:
A garden is evidence of faith. It links us with all the misty figures of the past who also planted and were nourished by the fruits of their planting.
Eric Hoffer:
The remarkable thing is that we really love our neighbor as ourselves: we do unto others as we do unto ourselves. We hate others when we hate ourselves. We are tolerant toward others when we tolerate ourselves. We forgive others when we forgive ourselves. We are prone to sacrifice others when we are ready to sacrifice ourselves.
Martin Luther King, jr.:
We must develop and maintain the capacity to forgive. He who is devoid of the power to forgive is devoid of the power to love. There is some good in the worst of us and some evil in the best of us. When we discover this, we are less prone to hate our enemies.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
How I feel today
How I feel today …
Sorry …it´s not my meaning to bring you down, but I have to open my heart and speak my truth.
I´m forbidden to talk about my vision at home and at the hospital:-(
What can I do …run away from it all?
I wish that today !!!
And in the same time I sat alone outside in the springsun, and enjoyed the moment.
I still have faith, but it seems out of reach right now.
So I do what I can do and rest a bit.
Love Jessica
Sorry …it´s not my meaning to bring you down, but I have to open my heart and speak my truth.
I´m forbidden to talk about my vision at home and at the hospital:-(
What can I do …run away from it all?
I wish that today !!!
And in the same time I sat alone outside in the springsun, and enjoyed the moment.
I still have faith, but it seems out of reach right now.
So I do what I can do and rest a bit.
Love Jessica
Thoughts of today
The fight is always worth to fight.
But I really really need allies which I can speak about my visions.
I feel kind of alone right now, my allies are at places I can´t reach right now.
So what should I do??
I´m forbidden to talk about the paranormal at home and at the hospital, and I feel sooo sad.
I need to speak to someone who can understand me and what should do about it.
Love Jessica
But I really really need allies which I can speak about my visions.
I feel kind of alone right now, my allies are at places I can´t reach right now.
So what should I do??
I´m forbidden to talk about the paranormal at home and at the hospital, and I feel sooo sad.
I need to speak to someone who can understand me and what should do about it.
Love Jessica
Friday, April 3, 2009
Thursday, April 2, 2009
About Allies from Paulo Coelhos blog
The importance of allies - Part 1
Published
by
Paulo Coelho
on April 2, 2009
The warrior of light who does not share with others the happiness of his choices will never come to know his own qualities and shortcomings.
So before you start anything, find allies – people who are interested in what you are doing.
I am not saying “Find other warriors of light.”I am saying: “
Find people with different skills, because a warrior’s fight for his dream is no different from any other path that is followed with enthusiasm.”
Your allies will not necessarily be those people that everyone looks at in admiration and says: “there is nobody better.”
Much to the contrary, they are people who are not afraid of making mistakes, so they make lots of mistakes.
That is why what they do is not always praised or acknowledged.
Yet this is the type of person that changes the world and after many a mistake manages to get something right that will make all the difference to their community.
Allies are people who cannot hang around waiting for things to happen and later decide on the best attitude to take: they decide as they go along, even knowing that this type of behavior is very risky.
Living with allies is important for a warrior of light; together, they all understand that before choosing the objective they are free to change their mind.
But after the objective has been decided upon, they focus only on the steps they have to take. And they think as they go along: “each step requires a lot of effort, but it’s worth the risk, it’s worth betting one’s very life.
”The best allies are those that do not think like most people.
That is why, when looking for companions to share the enthusiasm of the dream, it is important to believe in intuition and pay no attention to others’ comments.
Most human beings always judge others using their own limitations as the model – and sometimes the opinion of the majority is full of prejudice and fear.
Join all those who experiment, take risks, fall, get hurt and then take risks again. Stay away from those who affirm truths, who criticize those that do not think like they do, who have never taken a step without being sure that they would be respected for that, and who prefer the comfort of certainty to the tension of doubt.
Join those who expose themselves and are not afraid of being vulnerable:
these watch what their neighbor is doing, not to judge him but rather to admire him for his dedication and courage.
Jessica
April 2, 2009 at 12:26 pm
Through this episode with my collpas,I now know which are my true allies.
So me breaking down was good so I could know which are my true allies.
Like the knights sais:One for all, All for one !!!
I now know who I can trust and we stand beside each other and suppport and help each other.
There are not many yet, but I´m in search of allies so we can do something amazing togehter ;-)
I still believe in miracles, God works in mysterious ways *LOL*
Love and lightJessica
Published
by
Paulo Coelho
on April 2, 2009
The warrior of light who does not share with others the happiness of his choices will never come to know his own qualities and shortcomings.
So before you start anything, find allies – people who are interested in what you are doing.
I am not saying “Find other warriors of light.”I am saying: “
Find people with different skills, because a warrior’s fight for his dream is no different from any other path that is followed with enthusiasm.”
Your allies will not necessarily be those people that everyone looks at in admiration and says: “there is nobody better.”
Much to the contrary, they are people who are not afraid of making mistakes, so they make lots of mistakes.
That is why what they do is not always praised or acknowledged.
Yet this is the type of person that changes the world and after many a mistake manages to get something right that will make all the difference to their community.
Allies are people who cannot hang around waiting for things to happen and later decide on the best attitude to take: they decide as they go along, even knowing that this type of behavior is very risky.
Living with allies is important for a warrior of light; together, they all understand that before choosing the objective they are free to change their mind.
But after the objective has been decided upon, they focus only on the steps they have to take. And they think as they go along: “each step requires a lot of effort, but it’s worth the risk, it’s worth betting one’s very life.
”The best allies are those that do not think like most people.
That is why, when looking for companions to share the enthusiasm of the dream, it is important to believe in intuition and pay no attention to others’ comments.
Most human beings always judge others using their own limitations as the model – and sometimes the opinion of the majority is full of prejudice and fear.
Join all those who experiment, take risks, fall, get hurt and then take risks again. Stay away from those who affirm truths, who criticize those that do not think like they do, who have never taken a step without being sure that they would be respected for that, and who prefer the comfort of certainty to the tension of doubt.
Join those who expose themselves and are not afraid of being vulnerable:
these watch what their neighbor is doing, not to judge him but rather to admire him for his dedication and courage.
Jessica
April 2, 2009 at 12:26 pm
Through this episode with my collpas,I now know which are my true allies.
So me breaking down was good so I could know which are my true allies.
Like the knights sais:One for all, All for one !!!
I now know who I can trust and we stand beside each other and suppport and help each other.
There are not many yet, but I´m in search of allies so we can do something amazing togehter ;-)
I still believe in miracles, God works in mysterious ways *LOL*
Love and lightJessica
I´m very tired ....
I´m very tired today.
Tired of being at the hospital, but I´m going home for the weekend.
And then we will see how things turn out.
The most important thing is to listen to my own heart.
If I´m happy I can share my joy with other people also.
But life is also a rollercoaster, it goes up and down, and we just have to coop with it.
I´m tired of just watching life pass me by.
I want to go on the rollercoaster, take a chance :-)
And I know that some people around me, can feel hurt because I didn´t tell my truth before.
That I have to live with.
But also forgive myself because I didn´t know how to change this situation before.
I´m taking day by day, minute by minute.
And some things in life, I just have to do, even though people around me don´t agree.
It´s my life and I have to live it to the fullest, not just sit down and give up !!!
Tired of being at the hospital, but I´m going home for the weekend.
And then we will see how things turn out.
The most important thing is to listen to my own heart.
If I´m happy I can share my joy with other people also.
But life is also a rollercoaster, it goes up and down, and we just have to coop with it.
I´m tired of just watching life pass me by.
I want to go on the rollercoaster, take a chance :-)
And I know that some people around me, can feel hurt because I didn´t tell my truth before.
That I have to live with.
But also forgive myself because I didn´t know how to change this situation before.
I´m taking day by day, minute by minute.
And some things in life, I just have to do, even though people around me don´t agree.
It´s my life and I have to live it to the fullest, not just sit down and give up !!!
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
There is a meaning why I go thrue theese things
I can see a meaning to me being in the hospital, the people here have learned me a lot of things.
That it is normal people only having too much so they need to sort things out before moving on.
We all need to support each other in the circle of friends.
I also had a wonderful moment with my parents visiting me today.
We sat down on a bench and we listned to the birds singing,and sitting in the sun and both my heart and my face was thankful for the sun.
No sun, no life on earth … as simple as that ;-)
Love & light Jessica
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Bird in the cage
I´m tired of being like a bird in the cage.
I want to learn to fly now.
I´m ready !!!!!
I want to learn to fly now.
I´m ready !!!!!
Song of today U2 - one
Mary J Blige ft. U2 - One
Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame
You say...
One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it
Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's...
Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...
Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
Well we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt
One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...life
One
Monday, March 30, 2009
Island in the stream
Baby, when I met you there was peace unknown
I set out to get you with a fine tooth comb
I was soft inside, there was somethin going on
You do something to me that I cant explain
Hold me closer and I feel no pain
Every beat of my heart
We got somethin goin on
Tender love is blind
It requires a dedication
All this love we feel
Needs no conversation
We ride it together, ah-ah
Makin love with each other, ah-ah
Islands in the stream
That is what we are
No one in-between
How can we be wrong
Sail away with me to another world
And we rely on each other, ah-ah
From one lover to another, ah-ah
I cant live without you if the love was gone
Everything is nothin if you got no one
And you did walk in tonight
Slowly loosen sight of the real thing
But that wont happen to us and we got no doubt
Too deep in love and we got no way out
And the message is clear
This could be the year for the real thing
No more will you cry
Baby, I will hurt you never
We start and end as one, in love forever
We can ride it together, ah-ah
Makin love with each other, ah-ah
Sail away
Oh, come sail away with me
Who am I?
Who am I ?
I am who I am.
And we all have the light within to share with each ohter.
So let the light come in from both inside (inside and outside).
Let it flow.
Let others light come into you, and also share your light, letting other people share your light.
We are all ONE and connected.
I have been spending a lot of time in silence lately in the hospital.I have had time to figure out what I want in life.
What is my life mission ?
I have thought that it all starts with me.
I am all my feelings, sad, happy, angry, humble, lost, at the right place and so on.
All I can do is my best according to my knowledge and sometimes I get lost and need a compass and a tiny light to see where I put my feet.
Also I need my friends showing me a peace of the puzzle so we all can see clearer what we need to do.
Or is it so that I am at the right place all the time?
Maybe I needed to go thrue all theese experiences to become who I am today ??
Many questions I have.
Love Jessica
I am who I am.
And we all have the light within to share with each ohter.
So let the light come in from both inside (inside and outside).
Let it flow.
Let others light come into you, and also share your light, letting other people share your light.
We are all ONE and connected.
I have been spending a lot of time in silence lately in the hospital.I have had time to figure out what I want in life.
What is my life mission ?
I have thought that it all starts with me.
I am all my feelings, sad, happy, angry, humble, lost, at the right place and so on.
All I can do is my best according to my knowledge and sometimes I get lost and need a compass and a tiny light to see where I put my feet.
Also I need my friends showing me a peace of the puzzle so we all can see clearer what we need to do.
Or is it so that I am at the right place all the time?
Maybe I needed to go thrue all theese experiences to become who I am today ??
Many questions I have.
Love Jessica
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
A prophecy and some wisdom
Help me always to speak the truth quietly,to listen with an open mind when others speak,and to remember the peace that may be found in silence.
~Cherokee Prayer~
As a child I was taught the Taku Wakan (Supernatural Powers) were powerful and could do strange things.
This was taught me by the wise men and the shamans.
They taught me that I could gain their favor by being kind to my people and brave before my enemies; by telling the truth and living straight; by fighting for my people and their hunting grounds.
~Red Cloud~
I had a vision last night about a Condor... El condor pasa, the voice told me.
And today I find this:
We are all witnessing many events which have been prophesied and are coming to fruition in our time. There is one ancient Inca prophecy which proclaims: "When the Eagle of the North flies with the Condor of the South, The Spirit of the Land, She will Reawaken" .
~Cherokee Prayer~
As a child I was taught the Taku Wakan (Supernatural Powers) were powerful and could do strange things.
This was taught me by the wise men and the shamans.
They taught me that I could gain their favor by being kind to my people and brave before my enemies; by telling the truth and living straight; by fighting for my people and their hunting grounds.
~Red Cloud~
I had a vision last night about a Condor... El condor pasa, the voice told me.
And today I find this:
We are all witnessing many events which have been prophesied and are coming to fruition in our time. There is one ancient Inca prophecy which proclaims: "When the Eagle of the North flies with the Condor of the South, The Spirit of the Land, She will Reawaken" .
Small miracles of daily life
The small miracels of daily life.
Even though I have been sad that I came to the hospital and missed Paulos party in Paris, I can find a meaning of me being here.
I have come close to many of the other patients here and I have comforted them when they where sad.
And one of them comforted me also when I became sad.So I think I bring small miracles to thoose people that has lost their confident in life.
Make them see it is a light in the dark tunnel, we just have to focus and have faith, that we become stronger thrue hard times.
And we can make another human smile or just listen to what they want to tell me and give them a hug.
So even though I don´t wan´t to be here, I understand why I´m here.
To bring hope and small miracles to other people.
But then again sometimes I also need a hug and a rock to lean on.
Who can be there for me, with my visions and every thing.I don´t know yet, I will just have faith that this person or persons will come around soon.
I wish for a miracle for myself also, so I can continue give to others.
We need each other ... the circle of friends !!!
Love Jessica
Even though I have been sad that I came to the hospital and missed Paulos party in Paris, I can find a meaning of me being here.
I have come close to many of the other patients here and I have comforted them when they where sad.
And one of them comforted me also when I became sad.So I think I bring small miracles to thoose people that has lost their confident in life.
Make them see it is a light in the dark tunnel, we just have to focus and have faith, that we become stronger thrue hard times.
And we can make another human smile or just listen to what they want to tell me and give them a hug.
So even though I don´t wan´t to be here, I understand why I´m here.
To bring hope and small miracles to other people.
But then again sometimes I also need a hug and a rock to lean on.
Who can be there for me, with my visions and every thing.I don´t know yet, I will just have faith that this person or persons will come around soon.
I wish for a miracle for myself also, so I can continue give to others.
We need each other ... the circle of friends !!!
Love Jessica
Friday, March 27, 2009
New episode of life
I´m so tired of being here at the hospital :-(
Now I wan´t to go home, they don´t let me.
I´m not a baby...
I´m a grownup that became scared and paniced that´s all.
In the confusion I told them about my visions, so now they think I had a psychosis.
I think I don´t, I believe in my visions.
I have had them all my life and they have saved my life many times.
They think I should be more stable first, before I can go home.
I think I am stable.
Now I´m depressed that everything just dissapears infront of my eyes.
I feel tired, hopeless and depressed.
As soon as I began to show the inner me, this happens, thats why I never showed the real me to other people before.
I want out of this place and begin my new life, start over from scratch.
A clean paper to start a new episode of my life.
Now I wan´t to go home, they don´t let me.
I´m not a baby...
I´m a grownup that became scared and paniced that´s all.
In the confusion I told them about my visions, so now they think I had a psychosis.
I think I don´t, I believe in my visions.
I have had them all my life and they have saved my life many times.
They think I should be more stable first, before I can go home.
I think I am stable.
Now I´m depressed that everything just dissapears infront of my eyes.
I feel tired, hopeless and depressed.
As soon as I began to show the inner me, this happens, thats why I never showed the real me to other people before.
I want out of this place and begin my new life, start over from scratch.
A clean paper to start a new episode of my life.
How can it be ??
How can it be that I feel so alone, when I have a lot of loving people around me.
They love me and I love them.
But still I´m so alone with my spiritual side, the visions I have had made me wonder if I am insane???
But then the source answer me, you are sane, but many people are not ready for this yet.
When I have let my light shine through me, people are shocked and don´t believe it.
I wish I had someone to share my visions with, a person who can understand the real me without questioning me, if I am sane or not.
Someone who understand me without questioning me.
I wish for a miracle to happen so I can find that person or persons.
Love,light and courage Jessica
Daughtry - Home
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3AliYh7oWIU
They love me and I love them.
But still I´m so alone with my spiritual side, the visions I have had made me wonder if I am insane???
But then the source answer me, you are sane, but many people are not ready for this yet.
When I have let my light shine through me, people are shocked and don´t believe it.
I wish I had someone to share my visions with, a person who can understand the real me without questioning me, if I am sane or not.
Someone who understand me without questioning me.
I wish for a miracle to happen so I can find that person or persons.
Love,light and courage Jessica
Daughtry - Home
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3AliYh7oWIU
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Everyday miracle
I have had more visions but I don´t know who I can share them with??
So I have thought that my visions have been a punishment to have, but sometimes they are joy also.
So I have to accept the visions, but if they are about big political things, who can I share them with, without being seen as a UFO??
I don´t know right now.The only thing I know is that I need calm and rest rigt now, so I can close down when I don´t want to see anymore.
Today I had a walk outside the hospital and it was a real sunny day and I enjoyed it sooo much.Seing the beauty of this world, and not think of all pain right now I can´t bear it right now.
I need to just take care about myself first, and finding beauty and serenity in every day miracle.
I was comforting two of the patients at the hospitsal this week, because they were sad about how the hospital staff treated them.
So maybe I where their guardian angels in thoose situations??
I even gave away my comforting angel to one of them so she could have strenght to go home and face the crazy world out there.
Love Jessica
Who am I ?
Who am I, I am who I am.
I have promised myself to express the real me in every situation.
But it has only made me come into trouble so far :-(
No one else around me understand me and they think that I´m nuts.
And I know that I´m not crazy, but other people judge me and put a label on me.
It is easy to do when you don´t understand what I´m saying.
It´s to frightening and it comes to close to their own heart.
So I feel that I have to lie to get out of this place even though they wan´t my best they don´t understand me.
And the people around me wan´t me to stop writing and talk about spirituality.
But I will never quit, I have to write about what I feel otherwise I´m going crazy.
But I feel so alone in this, who can I trust?
And I know that I need support, but in a calm way, I need time to melt everything also.
Sometimes my vision goes so fast that I don´t know what is real and what is my fears?
Who can help me to sort this out I have been asking myself lately??
I have promised myself to express the real me in every situation.
But it has only made me come into trouble so far :-(
No one else around me understand me and they think that I´m nuts.
And I know that I´m not crazy, but other people judge me and put a label on me.
It is easy to do when you don´t understand what I´m saying.
It´s to frightening and it comes to close to their own heart.
So I feel that I have to lie to get out of this place even though they wan´t my best they don´t understand me.
And the people around me wan´t me to stop writing and talk about spirituality.
But I will never quit, I have to write about what I feel otherwise I´m going crazy.
But I feel so alone in this, who can I trust?
And I know that I need support, but in a calm way, I need time to melt everything also.
Sometimes my vision goes so fast that I don´t know what is real and what is my fears?
Who can help me to sort this out I have been asking myself lately??
Reflection on love
The three forms of love: Eros, Philos, Agape
Published
by
Paulo Coelho
on March 25, 2009
In 1986, when I was on the road to Santiago with my guide Petrus, we passed through the city of Logroño while a wedding was taking place. We ordered two glasses of wine, I prepared something to nibble on, and Petrus discovered a table where we could sit down together with the other guests.
The wedding couple cut an immense cake.
“They must love one another,” I thought aloud.
“Of course they love one another,” said a man in a dark suit sitting at our table. Have you ever seen anyone get married for any another reason?”
But Petrus did not let the question go unanswered:
“What type of love do you mean: Eros, Philos or Agape?”
The man looked at him without understanding a word.
“There are three words in Greek to designate love,” Petrus said. “Today you are seeing the manifestation of Eros, that sentiment between two persons.”
The bride and groom smiled for the cameras and received compliments from the guests.
“The two seem to love one another. In a short time they will be fighting alone for life, establishing themselves in a house and taking part in the same adventure: that’s what makes love grand and dignified. He will pursue his career, she probably knows how to cook and will make an excellent housewife because since she was a little girl she was brought up to do that.
She will accompany him, they will have children and they will manage to build something together, they will be happy for ever.”
“Al of a sudden, however, this story could happen the other way around. He is going to feel that he is not free enough to show all the Eros, all the love that he has for other women.
She may begin to feel that she has sacrificed a career and a brilliant life to accompany her husband. So, instead of creating together, each of them will feel robbed in their way of loving. Eros, the spirit that joins them, will start to display only his bad side.
And what God had meant to be man’s most noble sentiment will begin to be a source of hatred and destruction.”
I looked around me. Eros was present in many couples.
But I could sense the presence of Eros the Good and Eros the Evil, just like Petrus had described.
“Notice how odd it is,” continued my guide.
“Despite being good or bad, the face of Eros is never the same in all persons.”
My comment:
And also when we don´t who we are (when we are younger often).
By growing older and wiser (I hope) we have discovered who we are deep inside, then we know ourself and then we know how to attract the right person in to our life.
The law of attraction, what we send out is what we get.
So it all starts with loving ourself, which I haven´t done.But I learn slowly step by step, by peeling the onion.
Love Jessica
Published
by
Paulo Coelho
on March 25, 2009
In 1986, when I was on the road to Santiago with my guide Petrus, we passed through the city of Logroño while a wedding was taking place. We ordered two glasses of wine, I prepared something to nibble on, and Petrus discovered a table where we could sit down together with the other guests.
The wedding couple cut an immense cake.
“They must love one another,” I thought aloud.
“Of course they love one another,” said a man in a dark suit sitting at our table. Have you ever seen anyone get married for any another reason?”
But Petrus did not let the question go unanswered:
“What type of love do you mean: Eros, Philos or Agape?”
The man looked at him without understanding a word.
“There are three words in Greek to designate love,” Petrus said. “Today you are seeing the manifestation of Eros, that sentiment between two persons.”
The bride and groom smiled for the cameras and received compliments from the guests.
“The two seem to love one another. In a short time they will be fighting alone for life, establishing themselves in a house and taking part in the same adventure: that’s what makes love grand and dignified. He will pursue his career, she probably knows how to cook and will make an excellent housewife because since she was a little girl she was brought up to do that.
She will accompany him, they will have children and they will manage to build something together, they will be happy for ever.”
“Al of a sudden, however, this story could happen the other way around. He is going to feel that he is not free enough to show all the Eros, all the love that he has for other women.
She may begin to feel that she has sacrificed a career and a brilliant life to accompany her husband. So, instead of creating together, each of them will feel robbed in their way of loving. Eros, the spirit that joins them, will start to display only his bad side.
And what God had meant to be man’s most noble sentiment will begin to be a source of hatred and destruction.”
I looked around me. Eros was present in many couples.
But I could sense the presence of Eros the Good and Eros the Evil, just like Petrus had described.
“Notice how odd it is,” continued my guide.
“Despite being good or bad, the face of Eros is never the same in all persons.”
My comment:
And also when we don´t who we are (when we are younger often).
By growing older and wiser (I hope) we have discovered who we are deep inside, then we know ourself and then we know how to attract the right person in to our life.
The law of attraction, what we send out is what we get.
So it all starts with loving ourself, which I haven´t done.But I learn slowly step by step, by peeling the onion.
Love Jessica
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
The circle of friends
Now I have been in the hospital for over a weak.
Because I had a collaps for many reasons, but mostly because I can´t get the two worlds to come together.
I can´t speak about my visions with many people and that makes me feel alone in some way.
I have asked myself if I have become crazy, but my inner self say:
The other world is as real as the physical world.
And trust your feelings and visions.
But who can I talk to when theese visions hunt my mind and I can´t close down?
Today was the first day, I just told myself that I don´t want to listen to the visions for a while.
My body needs rest and complentation.
So I had a walk outside the hospital today and tomorrow I´m going to swim.
The nurses at the hospital have been so kind to me, and they wan´t my best even though they don´t understand my visions.
So I will not talk with anyone about my visions anymore, because they just bringing trouble around and that I don´t want.
I want to live a life in serenity and peace,laughter and enjoy myself.
And today one person made me laugh so much which I haven´t done for a while now :-)
So I want to thank her.
Maybe one day I will write a book about theese things when I´m back in balance again.
But who can help me get in balance I have thought, and then I had the answer, it´s me.
But I also have to say yes to help coming from outside because I´m only ONE peace of the puzzle.
Together we can create miracles, the circle of friends :-)
Love Jessica
Because I had a collaps for many reasons, but mostly because I can´t get the two worlds to come together.
I can´t speak about my visions with many people and that makes me feel alone in some way.
I have asked myself if I have become crazy, but my inner self say:
The other world is as real as the physical world.
And trust your feelings and visions.
But who can I talk to when theese visions hunt my mind and I can´t close down?
Today was the first day, I just told myself that I don´t want to listen to the visions for a while.
My body needs rest and complentation.
So I had a walk outside the hospital today and tomorrow I´m going to swim.
The nurses at the hospital have been so kind to me, and they wan´t my best even though they don´t understand my visions.
So I will not talk with anyone about my visions anymore, because they just bringing trouble around and that I don´t want.
I want to live a life in serenity and peace,laughter and enjoy myself.
And today one person made me laugh so much which I haven´t done for a while now :-)
So I want to thank her.
Maybe one day I will write a book about theese things when I´m back in balance again.
But who can help me get in balance I have thought, and then I had the answer, it´s me.
But I also have to say yes to help coming from outside because I´m only ONE peace of the puzzle.
Together we can create miracles, the circle of friends :-)
Love Jessica
When the children cry
We need to change, live in symios with nature not conquer it.
I´m going to do the best I can, and learn by my mistakes in the past.
Love Jessica
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